Il Vendetta Invictus

A tribute to my closest friends

2009-02-20T22:50:00.003+08:00

Here are a few words just to say thnx and for all the memories from the previous yr.

And a few words to~
Fuad: He's a sceretive guy. Funny too. Though he doesn't play games, he CAN solve the Rubik's Cube. hahaha. A good friend to have. Wonderful with the guitar and singing too.
In MD, continue to dazzle the girls arite? hahahaha. And some days after school, lets hang out at the mall or somethin...

Jo: Jojojo...haiz. What can I say about this boy arh? hahaha. LOTS! Well, dubbed the "prettyboy" by mostly everyone. Likes to sing and is really good at it(since the rain never came down). A good friend who'll listen to what you have to say. Kinda laid back but does study when he has to.
Thnx for being a fun neighbour(in class) in 2007. hahaha. I bet ur still the prettyboy there? haha. When you come back, make sure to come by my place. I think we need to thank Mr Foo. hahahaha. Have fun always Jo.

Mo: Mosey, the fashion one among us. Very childish BUT in a good way. hahaha. Sometimes what he says doesn't make sense...hahaha. But all-in-all, Mo here is a friend in deed. He gives an ear whenever needed. A fun friend to be with. Likes beautiful girls with fair skin. hahaha.
Well Mo, don't forget to visit us at MD every week. And hopefully one day you'll get a beautiful fair-skinned girl :P. Don't ever let go of love for if you do, how then will love ever find you? So hold on to it no matter whether there's someone to give it to or not. Keep holding on...

Qwan: Gay boy! haha. I've known him since Form 3. Been in the same class till Form 5. Had lots of good times. Extremely fun too. Likes to slaps ppl's backs for some reason. And somewhere in Form 4, started semi-hugging too. HAHAHA. It WOULD be ok if the ppl he did that to were girls. hahaha. It'd be awesome! But nooooo. He does that to guys! Well, I guess since it's him, then it's ok XD...
Eventhough ur attending PTE, dun forget to hang out with us over at MD EVRY week. Ful's visiting thrice a week. So follow him arite? Dun worry, since I won't be in PTE, you can hope that no one calls you GAY anymore.....But I think you shouldn't bet on that since Ful might call you gay. hahahah. Be a good Big Bro to me and Ful always.

Ful: A friend till the end. And that's just for starters...Saifullah, or rather Ful, had always been a jolly person. In Form 3, without knowing him, I thought he was funny. Unlike other strangers to me that time, he was also friendly. What words could I use to describe him? Even to describe Ful, my vocab is extremely limited. But I'll do my best :D. He isn't just loyal. He's also true to his words. He's extremely reliable and caring. At times I think he's a type of person who ca care unconditionally - he can care about others so much, he seemingly puts himself aside. But he is just human and we all have our limitations. But even with limits, he tries his best to do and achieve something. And if it means a lot to him, he'll never fail. The first day of Form 4, I was blessed have come a little bit late to school. Though late, I sat beside him. And not even in a matter of hours, we clicked. Not mentioning my usual distancing to strangers, we became friends as if we've been so for all time. And in the 2 yrs being with him in the same class, my pains he eased, my mind he calmed, and my happiness we shared. Truly if a person wants to know anything and everything about me, just ask Ful. A friend and a brother that I will hold on to for forever and never will I forget his justice for eternity(yes, I'm planning to live as an immortal). Though in his blog he dubs me a "ladies man", he's the one that deserves that title. All I can do is make friends with the ppl I want to, which, unlike him, he makes friends with everyone and does not single out anyone.
Now a few words meant for Ful. Even in the future no matter how far we are, I'll never forget the moments we enjoyed together and loved as memories. My friend and brother for forever in this lifetime and in the hereafter. I think that now we're in schools so far apart, it's a test for how loyal we are to each other and how strong our link of friendship truly is. I'll never forget the justice you have done, the times we helped each other when one of us was emo, the times we confided in one another for anything at all...So much memories created and all I will cherish until the last breath escapes my lips. Remember to keep love in your heart and mind always. One day, a girl more brilliant than all the previous ones you've loved, will be yours. Hopefully that time will come soon for the both of us :P. Remember you always have me to confide in or whatever it is you need with. No matter the time, the place, the condition, I will be there for you even if it's 4 in the morning, or a million miles away, or even when I'm ill. Brothers till the end of time. Take care always my lil bro...

Farewell,
Dul

Aishiteruze Baby

2009-02-03T11:34:00.003+08:00

People, for those of you who have not yet read the manga 'Aishiteruze Baby', please start reading it. It's a very short manga which consists of only 33 chapters. Please spare some time to read this. I promise you, in one day, you'll be able to finish it. After reading it, you'll know why I first asked you to read it.

I'd like to quote a sentence from the ending of the manga. It's very touching and sad at the same time.

"The time we were together... In that long stretch of time... There was one instant... Even if I eventually forget everything else, it will always shine in my heart..."

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2009-01-11T16:06:00.002+08:00

I'm bored. But I'm not alone XD
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Knowing you, 2008's 5S1

2008-11-03T17:00:00.002+08:00

I must admit, I am truly fortunate to have been in Science One class' batch since 2007. It's been great knowing everyone, though I don't know some of you as well as I should've liked. We've all said our thanks and goodbyes to our teachers. Well, some. But we havn't truly said our goodbyes to our friends, the rest of the class. So with this post, I just wanna say goodbye and thank you all for sharing wonderful times and making the whole 2-yrs adventure an interesting and fruitful journey.

True for some of us, we WILL be meeting again next yr, hopefully in MD or PTE. There will be others who won't be in either but still in Brunei so we can have like gatherings. But then, there are the rest whom I wont be seeing any longer. Maybe during hols but that applies only to a few. So yeah, all in all, I just wish evry1 best of luck in your lives and future. Hopefully we'll all meet again in the near future. :)

I do have most of the pictures of u guys :P but some I dun. So I'll have to get that somehow. anyway, here's something as a tribute to evry1 in 5S1. I wont miss out Alay but i dun hav michael's pic. :P So, here, it's all listed out according to class list order ;p

Barry's the one on the right! lol. our right! haha. this pic brings memories of Mr Gray. haiz. good teacher. well, dude, best of luck in ur future. u'll strive for the best! :D

Brian, i relli admire the speed at which u r able to think. not exaggerating, i think u hav a secure, and wondful life ahead of u. dun care abt ur height. being short is nthn to be ashamed of :) all the best

Bryan, hmm, dunno wat to say. ur always silent. lol. anyways, thnx for all u've done. good luck

Kuok, u've been a great fren since form3. i hope to see u nxt yr too. with any options u choose, hav fun in life. thats priority No. 1! :D

Chong, ur cool. I hope u get better and better at evrything along the way. i dunno abt ur plans nxt yr, but i hope to see u agen. u played a big role in the enjoyment of the class. thnx for being there in class always :)

Vin, quiet dude. study hard as u always seem to do :P u'll get thru life just fine. be a lil softer in ur actions tho. ur roughness wont pay off XD

hmm, stay as u r. hav fun in life. strive for wat u think u can do. cause u will be able to do

Ah, qwan! hope to see ya nxt yr too. hopefuly the hols will shape u up into being a man :P just remove the "slack" look. stand straight, sit up straight. dun slouch, dun let ur hands sway freely like hanging ropes. be more firm, not in voice, but posture. stay pro in dota. thnx for evrythin since form3

Isaac, u might be into football, but the WHOLE world isnt. thats just an advice. try to adjust a lil to the world. lol. football isnt life. it isnt evrything. hope u understand. best of luck

here comes pretty boy. hahah. put effort into wat u want, and u'll get it. hopefully we'll see u agen nxt yr. come back for holidays! u better!

Juju, strive for perfection, but noe that at the end of the day, perfection is just too perfect for a man to achieve. wat i'm trynna say is, get better, but realise that we r not the best and even the best, will always hav somethin new to learn :)

Yo! stay cool dude! stay smart and hardworkin too. hope to cYa nxt yr. all the best to u. stay funny too :P

monitor. well, best of luck in ur future. dunno wat else to say, danson captain :)

dude! stop being lame :) and talk more!!! haha. be urself. :D

Momo, haha. I just hope u and i will hav a better future nxt yr. i noe u wont forget her. but who noes, u might hav a chance nxt yr? :D thnx for evrythin.

U finally opened up :D congrats. hope to enjoy more time nxt yr. lets make memories wif ful and mo and others arite?!

Fulley, last yr and this yr has been enjoyable. but we had emo times too didnt we? too much maybe :P well, nxt yr hope it'll all be better. remember ur promise! dun advise me! hav fun

quiet but not nice. i got nthn to say :P just dun be quiet and be nicer.

Hsiang, its been fun wif u around. stay cool. hav fun. best of luck wif ur further studies!

Hey yee jean! i dunno u well eventho we've been in the same class since form3. oh welll, good luck in ur studies and all the best in life! :)

TEEEEEEEN! ms nerd! lol. i dun hav to tell u to study hard cause ur doing that aredy! lol. just relax after this. hav fun arite?! and may u achieve watever it is u want to in the future :) visit us often in the nxt 2 yrs. i'll be away after that. we'll keep in touch :)

Alay! miss u. been nearly a yr. lol. u've been a great person to sit beside with. lol. had lotssa fun. all the best in ur future and stay fun! :D hopefully we'll meet nxt yr or so

Deee! be good u hear! haha. hav fun in PTE and we can still meet up even if i dun get there. remember ur deal once u get driving license :P but its only for 8 days before my bday :P. anyways, that'll be in 2010 :P hav fun always ;)

lena, hav fun in s'pore. its a FINE country. haha. its mine but i'm still a stranger to it. before i leave, maybe during prom, i hav a favour to ask of u. i'll try to remember. :) hav fun and all the best!

Hazelnut! u hav fun too in s'pore. enjoy the arcades and stuff. but remember to visit us when u come back arite? best of luck always! :)

err, ur always quiet too. but hav fun in life. and best of luck too! :)

umm, thnx for evrythiin i suppose. haha. dun be lame anymore! too lame no good! lol. i think i'll be sseing u nxt yr. haha. best of luck!

YP, thnx for evrything. I hope u change to being urself agen. There's so much that i can say. But it's all useless now. Ur not who u were once before. Good luck for ur future. I hope u nvr get hurt agen.

Maybel! u noe, now i'm still unsure whether i get ur name spelling right. haha. but i noe this one's right. haha. hav fun in life :) and lets hope we did well for Amath XP

Youuu. i dunno wat to say XD. lol i like this pic. i just think of Red Lindts automatically. lol. want some? i've got none. hahahaha. hav fun in UK. who noe? i might drop by for a visit. lol. times wif u hav been fun. not all, but most :) stay the same, and and! ur not fat! :D

MONKEYBUTT! i dunno y but i dun get bored saying that. lol. hmm, hav fun in the future as u always do now.

councillor! hahah. its been fun knowing u. hope to see u agen nxt yr? lol. can bully agen. u dun be lame oso. not healthy :P best of luck in the future.

Sorry to all the other ppl who r not mentioned above. Ur fault for buying ur pics too early :P anyways, same general message to u guys. Thnx for evrythin and best of luck for the future.

Farewell,
Dul

Literature Festival 2008, another thing gone Dead

2008-07-26T21:40:00.004+08:00

So we had our LitFest today in school. It was the Golden Jubilee LitFest i guess :P I don't have pictures yet of the LitFest but I do have more pictures from our practices. Well, the performance was great. I mean, it felt nice to experience such things.
We were told to come to school before 7.15 and to gather in front of the conference hall but then it was delayed. haha. Hazim and I wore long-sleeved white shirts with black vests. Fuad wore a long-sleeved white shirt with a grey/silver vest. Moses wore a long-sleeved black shirt which had red linings. The girls (Nadhirah, Michelle, Wan Mei, Wendy & Yah Ying) wore white dress-thingies. haha. Pretty hard to explain. So yeah. Just wait till I get the proper pictures then I'll upload them.
Amy and Liz from YLP were there as judges. In our class, we were told by our English teacher that Amy and Liz enjoyed the whole event! =) The whole event was great I guess. I didn't really see it cause I was in the room beside the stage most of the time. Difficult to see. But all in all, I'm happy I experienced LitFest from a different perspective. Instead of being just a regular spectator, I was a performer.
Saiful and I bought a Razer Krait for Lee Teen. lol. It's meant to be her birthday present. A PRE-BIRTHDAY present :P Cause we didn't know what to get people for their birthdays and when I saw Lee Teen put something like she wanted a mouse with a scrolling-thingy in her MSN personal message, I took the opportunity. haha. Our (Saiful and I) next victim will be Yeng Peng. haha. The reason for that is cause her birthday's in December so most probably we won't get to see her and plus, I won't be here in December. So yeah. If you are reading this YP, relax. haha. We won't make you feel guilty by buying expensive things. It's just normal for us to buy good things for others. haha!
Teen was like SHOCKED when we "presented" to her the Krait. lol. I asked her what her father said. And she said that he asked what about the RM12 mouse he bought. lol. Hope you'll have fun with the Krait, Teen! Don't worry. It's no trouble for us to get something like that. We're not rich. But gifts are meant to be meaningful! :D Plus, our own mice costs more :P [I got Lachesis!($100+) HAHA]
Well before I continue to blabber about nonsensical stuff, here are the pictures during our practices besides the one in the post before this one:

Random pic. Darn Joey ain't supposed to be there!

Another one :P

And another

The day Moses came back.

The final pose we made up on Friday 25th

Adjustments

Group photo. It wasn't dark but for some reason it appeared dark :s

Another one

And another

Cool ey? We did it on the same day(yesterday)

errr, yeah. lol.

So yeah. At first in the early stages of our practices, we had them in our classrooms and even once had it beside the boy's toilet. haha. But then eventually we got the Art Room. A great Than You to all the teachers who allowed us to use the room. :D Then near LitFest, we used the stage for practicing.
So now comes other things. Recently today, "I chatted with this counillor(Psyduck) and she is an angel. All she does is "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH" and she is insane." Trust me, she wanted me to add all that in here :P
I'm addicted to Fall for You by Secondhand Serenade. The lyrics are just beautiful. I am emo right now. So yeah...
I'll complete this post when I have other pictures. Or maybe I'll leave this post as it is.

Farewell,
Λncientine

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again, don't make me change my mind. I won't live to see another day, I swear it's true. Because a girl like you is impossible to find.

End of Pentathlon 2008, Beginning of Waltz

2008-07-11T18:29:00.003+08:00

As it is, Pentathlon 2008 has ended.. It began on the 3rd of July(Thursday) with basketball and captain ball. we lost to Barry's team in the knockout rounds for basketball. But we managed to get second for captain ball. Thing was, we could've gotten first for captain ball if it weren't for....oh well! The next day, tug of war was canceled cause the councillors couldn't get a rope! LOL! So it was postponed to 11th of July(Friday). On Saturday the 5th, futsal and poison ball continued. Unfairly, we lost in the knockout rounds for futsal. As for poison ball, we were not prepared and neither were we expecting what happened. There were some unfair play by the councillors but that's alright :)
So now all I have to say is: "Congratulations to Monkeybutt(I will refrain from using their real name. for reasons, ask me!) for being the Champions of Pentathlon 2008, Long Live the Councillors of 2008 and my own VendettΛ!!! We have had our glory last year when all was fair and equal! We shall forever be Champions at heart and liberty for we are...VendettΛ!
I joined the litfest dance group as a backup dancer at first. I then requested if I could get a partner and dance with the rest. My request was answered with an "of course" :D the practices started on Wednesday the 9th for me and for most of us. On the 10th we had our practice in my class of 5S1. Friday the 11th I got to school at 8 am and waited for the others to come. We had lots of fun but a few dancers couldn't make it.
The dancers are Nadhirah with Wei Jin, Hazim with Michelle, Fuad with Wendy, Moses with Yah Ying, and myself with my imaginary partner named "Mel". I have asked a couple of girls but they were too busy so I won't push them. haha. I got a partner at around 9 o'clock Friday night. She is.......Wan Mei! haha. We'll be practising for days to come before the final showdown, the 26th of July! But then again, our dance may not be accepted because it has touching and lifting and etc...But then we've decided that if the authorities would not allow our dance to be delivered on litfest, we shall have our revenge by doing something for Talentine!
Here's a pic of the dancers present on Friday

Nadhirah and Yah Ying at the left most. Moses and Fuad on the right most with Wendy behind them. And Hazim at the back. We used his macbook to get this pic :D

So that's all for now. Anything I remember, I'll post it ^^
Farewell,
Λncientine

Last session in YLP

2008-06-20T18:49:00.005+08:00

So, yesterday, Thursday the 19th, we had our last session of the Youth Leadership Program. It was great. Honestly, something was wrong during the 3rd session. Our attention span was short. Something was missing. Oh well...
We received our certificates :D we had a lot of food :P I brought chocolates...Shi Ning brought potato thingy which was damn nice. haha...partly cause it's kinda the same as Solitude's Chiken Pot Pie. hehe...been a while since I went to Solitude cause it's no more in the mall :(
hmm lets see. My speech was about time and the title was "As to the matter of Time". I'll post it here. Jarrod's speech was titled "A "Game" we all play" and it's actually about life. Julius' speech was about his time spent in YLP and I can't recall the title. Michelle's speech was something about plastic surgery or somethin :P...Shi Ning's was about 2 of her bad experiences(it was hilarious)...Shin Mei's was about her dog named Polka...Shu En's was about endangered animals...Maybel's was about tortured animals or somethin like that...
I do have some pics so I'll post them. But the other pics i took using Jarrod's camera...so I don't have them.
Here are the pictures first:

Hsien Ley, Daniel, Ryan and Brice eating :P

Esther covering her face...Shi Ning eating while standing lol

Some Form 5s. Hoe Kuok(not in pic) was there as a guest :D

Group photo of every participant(without me lol) with Amy, Rozana and Liz(the tutors)

So yeah...like i said, Hoe Kuok was there as a guest :) hoped he had fun! So if I remember anything else besides that, I'll edit this post. But for now, here's my speech. Bear in mind that what's written or typed, isn't the same as what was presented :P...But I guess my written work is quite good too :D my presentation was good and one of the tutors asked me to email the typed speech to her so she could post it on her blog. hehe...perhaps I'll even post the evaluations next time...just perhaps...

As to the matter of Time

We humans take Time for granted(I’m sure you are all aware of that =P). But yet, people say Time waits for no one. Has anyone truly seen and taken Time from the right perspective? I have tried. Truthfully, time sympathises us man. But obeying the laws of nature, it cannot reduce its pace.

Time. What is meant by that word? Or, should it even be reduced to just that- a word? Truly, “Time is the only thing which prevents everything from happening all at once”. The meaning of that quote is that, without Time, we find ourselves in difficulty to organise our lives. Watches, clocks, hourglasses; these are but measurers or representatives of Time which are often mistaken to be Time itself. Time has neither form nor shape. But whichever way we look at Time, all that we know is that it was bestowed upon us all to make our lives easier.

Most of us nowadays spend, waste, even throw away Time as if it were money. Even like money, we cannot buy it. But the ironic thing about Time is that once you spend or waste it, you never get it back. There’s a quote by someone who said, “By labour we can find food and water, but all of our labour will not find for us another hour”.

What is the value of Time? A man once said, “Pick my left pocket of its silver dime, but spare the right for it holds my golden Time!” That is how much he values his time. All the money he has, he would give just so that his time is not taken from him. To all of us, “Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived.” People complain that they don’t have enough time. It’s true that “to just live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else.” Therefore the secret behind Time is to live.

We were never meant to delve in the knowledge of Time(but yet scientists have tried and are still trying to manipulate Time) . But Time exists so that we live and fulfil our lives, each and every second to the utmost extent. I’m sure all of you who have watched Kungfu Panda would know of this saying: “Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. And today is a gift. That is why it is called the present.” At the end of it all, “Time goes, you say? Ah no! Alas, Time stays, we go.”

Farewell,
Λncientine

Evrythin since then...

2008-06-08T21:37:00.005+08:00

Well, hello people. Tonight i just came back from the dinner. Attended by captains and councillors and teachers and staff only. Well, I'll talk about things in order or chronology.

K firstly, I joined the Youth Leadership Program hosted by the Toastmasters International. It's held in school in the Conference Hall. There's 4 sessions in total. But recently at the end of our 2nd session, we decided to have a "graduation" session sometime after the holidays. Those who want to see and hear some speeches, are welcomed to come. I think it'll be in the main hall for that. Speeches are cool. The people are damn nice. Encouraging too. The sessions are actually held every Friday. I was one of the ten who made a speech just this Friday. In fact, I was the first to deliver the speech. haha. Imagine how nervous I was. The paper literally shook in my trembling hands...I thought my speech wouldn't have turned out good but I guess it was quite good ;p

Now about the parties. On May the 31st, we had a celebration(surprise party) for Ms Ong. We held it at Excapade. The whole event was great. Throwing ice at Kevin Goh, smudging wasabi onto the empty cups of other people, and much more. After that party, i stayed on with several friends and we hanged out The Mall. We mostly spent time in the arcade. Lets see. The people there were Jarrod, Julius, Lee Teen, Hazel, both Kevins, Hoe Kuok, Barry, Jac and Felix. Shu En, Yeng Peng and Shi Ning came later. So you know...the company wasn't my usual one but I loved it. The people I didn't want to be there, weren't there. So it was perfect. Because the people I didn't want to be there were those whom concentrate on themselves or another but not equally to everyone else. After the Excapade party was truly one of the best days of my life. From playing drums in the arcade with Zel to hearing her sing, from beating a drum record with Jarrod to being paid for by him in Swensens. Truly I'll never forget every moment I spent that day. I'll keep the info to myself. Suffice to say, I loved every heartbeat I spent with them all that day. It was.....beautiful. Later during the night, we celebrated Julius' birthday as well. We also celebrated Felix's, Jac's, Jarrod's and Brian's at the same time. But sadly Brian wasn't there. Jarrod paid for a lot. haha. As said, I shall bring them all out next time and pay for everyone's meal. I owe them all that in the least for being great friends.

This past 2 weeks or so after our mid-year examinations, we had our sports practices. It was all good. But then Hollis didn't do so well again for the actual sports. At least we tried our very best. Today in the morning till about around 4+, we had our Sports Day at Padang Sekolah Menengah Pengiran Anak Puteri Hajah Masnah. Hollis won the march past. haha. I was bullied by little Hollis girls including Lee Teen's sister. LOL! Imagine, the captain gets bullied! And guess what?! A primary girl asked for my number! I gave her someone else's number. I ain't gonna say who. HAHAHAHAHA. It was crazy. Even Wan Mei was naughty. Oh well; I won't forget that too. Memories will never die. We lost the tug of war on Thursday. On Thursday, we had our Environment Day as well. This year, I didn't get any medals at all. haha. It's aright for me. Then like I mentioned in the first paragraph, I attended the dinner. It was held in school in the main hall. All the captains went except for Charlene and Sharon. I didn't know why the latter didn't come but Charlene didn't come because she had to go to the hospital since her grandmother had an emergency. The dinner was quite boring. haha. Played Big2 with Fadhli's transparent cards. Khair and I danced too. We were taught by Pei Wei.

Well, I do have pictures but so few. So here they are.

Kevin Goh wif the icebucket...

Elena and Shin Mei

Hsiang, Ben, Sebas standing with Zel and myself sitting...

The night party. 4 bdays in 1-Felix, Jarrod, Julius & Jac :P

The lil bullies HAHAHA...teen's sis on the right most

Wan Mei drinking 100plus I think? lol I finished her RedBull :P

YEEEAH! the custom-made Hollis shirts. heh! and I was the only organised one ;) like CHOO says it, "lawa!"

I think I had the most spray. but lawa man! :D seriously!!!

Last yr's hair after SAS 40th Sports Day

We all playing Big2 during the dinner on Sunday. no pic of us dancing. only vid ;p

If I missed somethings out, it's either because I don't want to share them, or because I forgot. If I do remember, I'll post it hopefully :P
Till here.
Everyone's truly,
Hollis Captain & Vendetta too,
Λncientine

You might be wondering why I'm writing so formally and with proper spellings and capitalisation. It's because I'm really confused and kind of depressed. As to the reason, none may know till I tell them. Farewell.

Golden Jubilee, My Dear Vampy

2008-04-19T23:47:00.003+08:00

Well, today was a very great day. We had the launching of the Golden Jubilee from about 7.00 to 4.00 then we had the Gala Dinner from about 7.00 to 11.00. Both events were great but the greater was the Gala Dinner. Truth be told, I am feeling emo right now after the Gala Dinner cause the realisation that we're all gonna part at the end of the yr has hit me ever more so than ever before. To think that this wonderful event would be one of the last, if not THE last, that we shall have together as a united school! Even prom doesn't include others besides form 5 alone. Therefore i shall surmise that the Gala Dinner IS the final combined event of the school. It literally pained me to leave the hall. And even more so saying goodbyes.
I know that though we may all be parted, our memories shall never die. Therefore I shall never forget this day of the 19th of April 2008 whereby the Golden Jubilee Gala Dinner was held. Due to my current feelings, I am incapable of thinking what to add to this post. Here are some pictures:

One of the earlier performances during the launching

Cikgu Amelly singing with Si Hui

Fadzlan and Amal

Nadz took this

And this :P

Eileen took this

The Form 5S1 coat-wearers :P

Form 5S1 height chart :P

The GJ logo

The orchestra

The Korean dance

Cikgu Wan! the Kenny G. of Brunei!

So, in desperation to let myself be heard, I have published this post to release a great part of me which I must share. Please enjoy this post and forgive me if there are any errors or anything missing. I'll add in other pics when I get them :D

Til then,
Λncientine

Its been so long...Where did I go wrong?

2008-04-05T16:06:00.003+08:00

Well, in this one post, I will try to list down all thats happened that concerns, one way or another, myself and others...I'll start with the oldest things...
there wont be any pics this time cause I'm too lazy to upload and etc...
SO,

March 1st to 5th:
We had our first assessment test. I did badly as always...same results as last yr...
BM - 37%
English - 62%
DMaths - 49%
AMaths - 82%
Physics - 34%
Chemistry - 54%
Biology - 28%
Comp. Studies - 70%
PUI - 70%
MIB - 56%
We got our results today(05/04/08)...

March 10th:
We had house meeting at the end of the day.
Captains for Mcdougall - Joshua & Elaine
Captains for Hollis - Myself & Charlene
Captains for Cornwall - Yee Hsiang & Shu Yee
Captains for Danson - Leon & Sharon

March 13th & 15th:
On the 13th, we had our trial cross country(GJ cross country :P). I tried it. and it was hell! hahaha. my stamina faltered and muscles proved to be inadequate :P
On the 15th, it was the actual GJ cross country. I didnt attempt it. tho I thot hollis did pretty well, we still came in last position. it was a blow to myself and it left me thoroughly disappointed. however, I was assured that hollis did better than previous yrs :)

March 20th to 30th:
HOLIDAYS!!! As always, I dreaded the holidays as I knew it would be as boring as other holidays. But I was proven wrong! family friends visited us and we brought them to places. we went to the Royal Regalia, etc...but the best part of the holidays, was that, our guests stayed at the Empire Hotel!!!!! i mean, lucky them but hey! we stayed there too during the day and sometimes til night :P
the cars of royalties were shining by...the food were eaten, stomachs satisfied...
hehe...the best day at the Empire was on the sunday. i guess it was sunday splash...saw some X-sas ppl. one was reeeeally pretty. wont mention her here. ashamed of myself for not being able to look at her longer! HAHAHAH. but not my fault cause evrytime I turned to look at her, she would be looking at me. timing!!! :'( haha...oh well. then on the same day, there was a carpet auction held in the Indera Kayangan hall. Princess Sarah was there wif her mum. she bought lotssa carpets. they were CHEAP!!! cheapskates these bruneians! lol
ummmm, earlier that day we went to eat at the Bunker's Cafe. was bored so i smsed wif Dee. but before we went to the Cafe, I saw josh in the main building...lol...another thing I regret is that I didnt get to swim at the Empire. I am in need of swimming mainly cause I'm entering the interhouse swimming competition. hahaha. its been 4 yrs since i swam...well all in all, I truly loved that day at the Empire and I would like to go there again soon. perhaps after O'levels I'll ask friends to go there. :)

April 2nd:
My Sixteenth Birthday! nthn much, nthn special...just another day. and I'm glad it was that way...the nxt day I told lee teen I didnt celebrate at all then she said I should've told them so they could've bought a cake and celebrated in school...awww, how nice of them. but seriously, knowing me, I'd never do that!
The presents I got: $100 from father, wallet from mother, $50 from paternal grandma, $30 from maternal grandparents, $20 from maternal aunt, somethings from sis I think, a card and $30 Best Eastern voucher from DEE(THNX A LOT! :D), a whole box of darn nice chocs from lena and a whole lot of wishes :P

April 3rd:
Learned a bit of dancing after school before pracs. it was really great! haha. I wont mention details here. all I can say is that I've started(more like REstarted) to work out cause the dances require strength and energy. haha. I'm startin to like it! well, nvr hated it nor disliked it in the first place...to help the dance, I was told to do just 30 pushups a day. there're 3 types so 10 of each. so I tried it that night and the nxt day, my arms hurt like hell! the worse thing is that it still hurts now!!! hahaha...but it was really good. ya noe when you can just sense the effort put in and its not for nthn. but for a whole lot of good things...so yeah :D and just a day after I started reworkin out, I decided the 30 pushups wont be enough to make me way stronger in just a week. so after doing the 30 pushups, I carried weights to strengthen my arms further but only for the triceps and for the lower arms so that I would be able to carry things and ppl easily ;D

April 5th:
the interhouse science quiz was held today in the conference hall. I need not say anythin other than the fact that I was disappointed yet again. I have to praise and thank Michelle and Vanessa and the others for they tried their best. it was just that, in the face of mortal peril, one cannot act but to shy in silence like a prey. I congratulate danson. but if it were not to be a matter of a small mistake, it would not have been danson I congratulated, but mcdougal.

Well, that's all I have to say. PLS PLS PLS just ask me if anyone has anythin to ask. I will answer honestly and as much as I can. and concerning pentathlon this yr, I will consider replacements or substitutions for my team, Vendetta. so dont worry all those who have asked if they could join.
Farewell,
Λncientine

And when all seems lost and I gave up hope, I turn to my Vendetta. As captain, we are never to be blamed nor accused if we fail. Unless we did an intentional error. But as time be witness, I am the Lord of Vendetta for all eternity. viva la vendetta!

Sunday Bunday

2008-02-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

lol, sorry nothing for me to write about, but may as well just blog about something. Even my title is hantam aja, so anywayx... Wat hapen today dat is blog worthy? Well, had tuition jst now, from 11am-1pm, chemistry. Now at least i understand about Ionic equation and the some stuff on d reactivity series and the transition metal stuff.
So, went home, had to do some stuff for my mum, then had to go somewhere, came back at 4pm. OH YEAH! just remembered, my parents new car Kia Carens arrived yesterday, haha, so got 2cars now. forgot to mention bout dat.
Anywayx, at around 7pm, we went to WYWY restaurant and makan, came back home and here i am blogging and writing grwlanser at d same time. Now, i m off to sleep. ZZZZzzzzzz

A sorrowful Week...Answers I Seek

2008-02-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

This week's been kinda harsh. at least i'm arite now. i will not say of anythin that happened; for the only one who holds the knowledge of the full accounts of my problems, is Saiful...and thus i shall leave it at that.

So...its been a while since this blog's been used. umm, i'm gonna post pics of random stuff. firstly, just an announcement, jac has teamed up wif me and has agreed to make a vid of 5S1. i listened to the original song of TO ZANARKAND from final fantasy 10...i like it a lot. so i'll be asking jac to play it on piano, his style. the song will be the background music for the video. the video will compromise of pictures only(as in slideshow)....i'll be taking picrtures(with OR without the person's approval AND knowledge)....so be wary!. the compilation will be posted on youtube maybe at the end of the yr or somethin. but i will hav to start taking pics soon cause we might hav students leaving after the june O'levels for good! shawn for example! so yeah....
hmm, i like photography :D ..but now i also like listening to music. esp instrumental piano songs! richard clayderman is awesome! qwan's playings and others too hav influenced me into starting piano...i'm buying one and am gonna learn by listening or wateva...but the piano is expensive :s ....so it'll take time ;)
i went to chong hock music centre just now and saw Razer stuffs. lol. i noe its not all that special...but hey, they're for games, and they make technology look COOL...seriously, they do. now words enuf said, pictures come........

My one and only Yamaha DGX 620 :D

Razer Lachesis Ghost White(light) havnt decided which light colour i'm gettin :S

Razer Lachesis Banshee Blue(light)

Razer Tarantula hehe

Razer eXactMat for comfort :P

Razer Barracuda HP-1

the kitten

and the kitten...

shiny eyes...

dun fall now...

Beautiful Morning on the way to school...darn car!

fluffy clouds

Majesty Sun

and another...

sun enshroud in darkness *evil grin*

So yeah..thats it all. the KEYBOARD is my first priority now. hehe...romance d'amour is the only one i can play and its not full :(
nvm cause the keyboard itself has teaching thingy in it. so yeah...and help me decide which mouse to buy. the blue-coloured, or the white....
i relli look forward to get pictures of all 5S1's. haha. including me of course :D
it'll be a relli sad moment once we all part our ways. but b4 that time cometh, we shall enjoy this last yr in victories and achievements :D
VIVA LA 5S1 of 2008!!!!!!!.............no offence to the other classes :P
well, til here,

And only time will tell if my wounds are healed. For unto the knowledge of harmony, even i know not. But for certain amongst all other things, I know of one thing and one thing alone.......I am who I am. A being deprived of love. A being scorned to hatred. A being worth not living but as a sacrifice to the world.

My mini city...She's broken my treaty

2008-01-18T12:37:00.000+08:00

umm, since this yr is O'levels yr, i noe i cant and shudnt be playing games and stuff. but there's always alternatives ;D....i created my own mini city and i dun really hav to do much. i just need people to visit it once a day :D ...here's the link. pls visit it daily!

Just click on "My Mini City" to increase my population
And click here to increase my industry(not so urgent)
And click here to increase my transport(urgent)

When will I get that chance again? but if I do, will I betray my own self in the process? is it my own strength that i fear most? but if i hurt her, i hurt myself too...forever more...

A time and Season

2008-01-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

Ok fine, I blog after almost two months of not blogging. Dis dul keep saying i dont blog, i blog la... Actually, nothing much to write wa, so yea, dats why i dont blog... Anywayx, today was supose to have football match today, but cancelled. Glad to, cuz SOAS will kik our asses to China anywayz...
Went home and saw Bryan in his piano lesson, bla bla bla... Like i said, nothing to blog... Err.. Only thing new thing I am doin at home is trying to play the 'Numb' song in piano.. haha, cant wait till i can master it, dam, thn can sing while playing... HAHAHA....
So dats all for now.. And some of u who wonder why i chose dis title is bcuz its d 1st sentence of d song from Growlanser, my story.. My 1 year work of typing is coming to an end!!

2008-01-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

Hiya all....darn qwan for nt blogging! ahah. oh well...nthn much to say. its just been 3 weeks into the first term of skul and aredy we've got loads of HW...at least our class does if not for the other 2 as well :P....
isnt evry1 almost ill nowadays? even the teachers r ill! its so boring when the whole day and the whole month just seems to drag on forever...
we had chem pracs just not. it was arite besides the fact that barry dropped the bottle of hydroxide thingy and it spilled lots onto him and a drop onto me! ahahah...it burned a wee bit. but kaCian barry he got some on his lips...i heard some1 tasted the same solution! HAHAH....arsewhole! besides pracs, i played mhf2 wif julius and shawn. darn khair for not playing! it was kinda fun...the 2 geeks didnt believe that i DID NOT cheated! trust me, if there's a way to cheat in mhf2, i WUD noe of it! but i dun :(
just cause i got all the freakin powerful items and armours and weapons...lol...noobs!
ahahah....esp shawn! he was just jealous! ahahahah...we ALL noe he's the weakest one...oh well.
i'll post pics from my phone nxt time...but for now, just a few pics of mhf2 and other stuff...

the main mhf2 title! ahah

the original cover art for mhf2

one of the elder dragons...kushala daora ;p

So...well, lately since i've been readin(and completing) the Twilight series, i've grown more fond of cars too :P ....i've fallen in luv wif edward's aston martin vanquish. great name for a great car ;D ...and i shud also advice evry1 to read the books!!! they're a must. breaking dawn will be released on the fall of 2008...the other edition which is midnight sun, is just the same story as twilight but from edward's perspective. click here to get the 1st chapter(its not fully edited)...a great THANK YOU goes to elena who kinda introduced me to twilight. hehe...here r some pics...

the first 3 books of the series....

my all-time fav...mercedes somethin :P. u see it in fantastic4 as well

one of my new favourite ones...lamborghini gallardo! haha

another of my new favourite ones. lamborghini murcielago!

murcielago from the front

Vanquish!

another Vanquish...

So...got lotssa HW to catch up on. i simply detest karangan fakta!
til time allows and i refrain...

I miss not having to see you again. I miss seeing you lesser than not. But I know there'll be a time when you'll be unleashed. And when you do, spare some mercy, spare me some thought...spare me some love.

2008 unveil!!! This is my tale...

2008-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Well guys, sorry for the lack of activity from the blog. i've been away and qwan....he's just been a lazy pussy! oh well. now i blog. yet again. this time, i got lottsa pics(not all and not most :P)...but i'm also gonna summarise the events of 2007 in a very, VERY short summarisation.
ummm. things happened. for the better and for the worst. some things happened unexpectedly and others happened as it always wud...

well, my tale all began on the night just b4 the first day os skul...i cudnt sleep yet i didnt feel tired in the least. so fatigue nor sleepiness cud drug me away to the land of dreams...then i guess i started out late in skul cause i somehow got redy a lil late. but i was grateful. i met and became instant frens wif saiful, moses, and josias. saiful became my advisor and close fren. til now, tho he is younger than myself, i respect him for his understanding towards matters i found troublesome.
in the whole yr itself, i managed to do things i consider failures. but yet also, i achieved some things i wud nvr hav b4...so to u 2007, i thank wif all my heart and will.

time for the pics...if i missed out anythin or u guys wanna noe anythin, just ASK. lol. i'll start wif the pics from s'pore.

My Grandma's flowers. u shud see my house. its become a mini jungle. :P

just happened to see a nice shade...

the same place...wif the wind blowing...

rows of clouds in johore...

just a pic in my maternal grandparent's house...

i 4got where this was taken but i think it's in johore. i just love the sky...

the tree looks as if it was in africa...loner! :P

clouds in johore.

the sea in johore...

taken from my cousin's apartment...damn high

a stray cat from my cousin's new hdb

another cat....so lazy. they're all so tame :D

same cat. wat happened to its laziness? lol

from the apartment...

buildings and cranes and all....

cant remember where this one was taken as well :S

the lights in Bugis! i think its for Golden Compass :P

hehe. i dared to take a pic in the airplane!

me and the cous...on hari raya haji at HER place ;p

myelf and my 2 elder sisters

back in brunei

swirling clouds...

....darn lamp-post...

darn buildings

tiger sun

my lightsaber...

Darth Ancientine lol

Hahah. there. i spent a full $230 on the lightsaber! if u wanna say i'm a fool, then buzz-off! its a master replica and it has all the sound effects too. ummm, thnx to my sis of course i got to buy it. she was the one who bought me my watch, she bought me so much. lol. she spoils me the most. not like my parents spoil me at all! so....now comes 3 pics that i gladly took and gonna share. honestly, i've been trying to find this sword for ever so long...and at last, i found it. i remebered seeing it as i was small. but now, the decorations all seem so elegant. so beautiful...behold, the 1st president's Rapier!

the sword in its sheath

both pieces

the owner

The sword was made by Wilkinson's Sword, UK. sorry for the flowery background. cudnt find any other :P...i guess u guys might be wonderin wat a rapier is. its a type sword much like those used for fencing. BUT the blade for fencing is very thin. on the other hand, a rapier's blade is normal. the blade is not sharp however. it is only sharp at the tip. the handle of a rapier is wat makes people think they're the same as the swords used for fencing...
well, i guess that all i gotta blog abt for now...
ma'asalama 2007.
salamun'alaik 2008.

A time when i found her...thnx to the holidays...when will i see her again remains a mystery, but undoubtedly, i shall. for she is mine. aredy mine...

Along the coast... Just a post...

2007-12-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hey vendettafallacy.....i hav nthn to blog abt. no pics(got some but not gonna post ;p)...umm, SOMEONE complained abt me not blogging eventho i come online at times.. lol...u noe who u r. HAHA. well, honestly, the internet connection has been relli disappointing cause its supposed to be good!!! but no. umm, thats the library internet. rite now, i'm at my aunt's and the interet is great :D. I'm using LAN so the connection's more assuring than wireless...

eventho i may be a stranger in my own lands, i still appreciate being a singaporean cause i am the grandson of a figure long written down....
it surprises me learning abt the accomplishments of my grandfather. and YES, i nvr knew b4!!! HAHAH. it isnt completely my fault as i nvr knew a man cud do so much yet be some so great. i just found out my grandfather was a prefect(who r normally smart)...he was a boxer, a weight-lifting champ......etc...he's a relli SPORTS person...and also damn smart. he's a hard-workin person. and his life dream was.......RACIAL HARMONY. beautiful words. and truth be told, he accomplished his aim when he took office and after much effort...
i hav to say, i am nthn like him(the hard workin part :P)....but i do luv sports and i do stand for wat i believe in(so wat dee says ;p)...

i'll post a few pics nxt time relating to my grandfather. i even got pics of his sword...hehe. ;p i finally accomplished my lil dream of seein the sword agen. but this time, i had a lil bit of effort put in as well. i took out the sword, polished the scabbard, polished a bit of the blade itself, and polished the handle...cool eh?
enuf of swords and tales....
now i wanna take my leave. but b4 i do, i hav to admit that i do miss most of u guys...not trynna be mean. but i dun miss some. i just cant.
now, til time allows...

Disguises are ever so easy to wear. Yet always so painful to bear. A fake smile, a forced joy.
SA knows best! ☺

Fun Fair is over. There is no Lover!

2007-11-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

So hey evry1! a lot's been going on. well, mostly, the endings of things. especially the ending of the yr...umm, we had our fun fair(a.k.a economics fair) just now. it was fun!.....well, i was kinda lucky thruout most of the day! believe it or not, i was the first and only one able to bring down all the cans using a single ball and single shot! haha. and it was my 1st attempt!!! haha. that was at the councillors' stall...then at fadhli's game corner, halo and guitar hero was awesome! Xbox 360!!! i'm not bein sakai. just impressed :P.

so, as this post shall be my last(i think) b4 i leave on thursday the 29th, i'll try to make it as long as i can...so, b4 i go on wif the fun fair and school, here's a few pics of other stuff that i captured...

One of the smaller chandeliers in Jame' Asr...

One of the smaller domes in Jame' Asr. Nice clouds too.

One of the smaller fountains in Jame' Asr. Clouds...

Two of the minarets of Jame' Asr...nice sky?

The main chandelier and the biggest one of all...

The interior of the biggest dome...

The chandelier from another angle.

The front of the inside mosque, including the mimbar(where the imam preaches)...

One of the wall designs in THE EMPEROR'S COURT in Hua Ho Manggis.

A miniature terracotta soldier. lol. also from THE EMPEROR'S COURT!

The blazing Sun...

The Sun upon its throne of clouds...

A light king upon a dark throne...

A view from Solitude.

Nice sky. but i cant remember where this was taken :P

Dusk has come...

After sun set...darkness overwhelms...

The hidden king behind clouds.

Letting nature take its course...

Well, now that that's over, here's a summarised version of wat happened today during the fun fair:
I came around 7.30 and then went to Fadhli's game corner...watched them play halo then went to canteen wif shaun. we then went to the bball court wif jo. then we played on the bouncer :P...we tried doing front-flips wifout success. then moses came. we went to the bigger bouncer. moses tried to do the front-flip but ended up hitting he teeth wif his knee which resulted in gum bleed....moses then went home....
leon and i got obsessed wif gettin soft toys that we wasted quite a bit trying to win those that we wanted by playing the shooting thingy at the SEVEN's stall...i managed to win a kitten(which is damn soft! and not real!). and i got kinda addicted to their Shepard's pie :P. it was luscious!
then i played some games at the councillors' stalls. i got 2 goldfishes and i managed to hit all the cans wif a single throw of a ball. i bought drinks from my own stall. but yet, it wasnt run by me :P. the vanilla blue was nectarous and whomsoever disagrees, comes from another planet!
i cant relli remember wat else i did.....but i do noe that i wish it wud've lasted several more hours. in the end, barry won a lion for me and a tiger for himself! :P YEAY barry!!! isaac's team(my team) got negative somethin overall. we didnt get much profit...congrats to those who did well. and i also wished i brought $100 instead so i cud've satisfied myself wif KFC!!! dee just told me the KFC people were perverts! lol...but perverts or not, their services assuaged many, MANY hungry stomachs! lol. but sadly not mine :'( HHAHAHA....here's a pic of my lion and kitten

I changed the hair style of the lion. HAHA. let me name it.....Leonarscius. hehe

Tomorrow i might be playin ball wif some frens...not gonna go to skul to or kiulap to watch movie...so i'll get ready my stuff for the journey of a thousand nites onwards to SINGAPORE. the land of which i noe naught of yet is my own! :P
Well, i'll try blog more b4 i go...
till Time allows,

Fun Fair was fun. But I regret u werent there to enjoy it wif me SA. But u'll always be in my mind wherever I go...

A 2nd Post. Wat angers me Most?

2007-11-24T22:29:00.000+08:00

Well, enuf wif my uncontrollable rage. i just cant get over it. IF U THINK I WAS REFERING TO U, U MAY ASK ME PERSONALLY. BUT WHETHER TO LIE OR NAY, THAT IS MY DECISION!

.....spending time at the mall was fun. we went to the arcade and played the shooting balls. my first time. we played together and well, we got 122.....then we went to solitude and sat down to relax. we watched hitman b4 we went to the arcade. after solitude, we went back to the arcade and then played the punching ball thingy. haha. guess i'm stronger than mo :p...by a bit only....just kiddin...then we went to play pool(?)....i on the 1st 2 rounds. and then mo won the nxt 2..HAHA. i thot i suck after sooo long havnt play!!!! real surprising!

ummm, i got new sneaker(not interesting ey?)......all in all, we had fun. met wen yie and jane and wen xiu and augustine and choon sian and teck chin. lol
....haizzz..class party was boring. nthn out of the ordinary.

life sux. frens tend to betray u. but wifout a doubt, i luv my closest frens whom r definitely M.I.N.D.S(not in order. just tried to make a word)...haha...figure them out :P. i'm not sayin that i only hav 5 closes frens. but they're the ones that understand me most...

oh well...i'll let time wash away my feelings and anger. but not my memories...
till time agen.....

M.I.N.D.S, u guys r the greatest of the great. i'll nvr hav frens better than u guys, tho others may be equal :P. memories shall nvr die...

Madness Within...I'm nthn

2007-11-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

These few days, i've been gettin closer to moses......we started going to mall since he was bored walkin after amilyn's bday party! lol....ummm, then he came to my house that night so his parents cud pick him up from there. but mo and i ended up being lectured by our parents!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA...oh well. i guess our parents trust each other more now. phewww....

well, i'm so frustrated rite now and i think mo will agree wif me. i wont explain in details cause there's no use inviting the wolves to dinner(just a metaphor:P)....well,
its just.... EUFBIUQNDBIUWBFVOIAHOFIG3R9823FQYC8F9OGI2BOEDOYUV09WOHTR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
WTHHH IS ALL THEIR PROBLEM!!! i noe we may just be MINORITY! but nonetheless, we're still humans! mo, i relli cant stand it. i dunno y, but relli angry now. i wasnt. but i am now. i noe u feel bad. so do i. ya noe, we're treated like nthn but crumbs! like hell man! i noe we're not anythin...but just dun do that kinda stuff lah! and mo, i'm not mentioning abt 1 person, i'm mention abt MORE than 1! if u wanna noe, we can chat lah. i relli need to let go of my anger....and holidays agen!!! ...........
at solitude now. will blog more soon.
timezzz allowz me~

Dota day

2007-11-22T19:21:00.000+08:00

Well, nthn much happened. As d title suggests, i went to rf and played 2 dota matches... 1 was a win d 2nd was an unfinished match cuz hd to go home.. d 1st match is an -ar(as usual, being in RF) and i got a great hero by the name of pudge. It was tough in the beginning, jst like dul in d monopoly, being a melee, easily harassed and dey jst keep harassing me but whn i reached lvl 8 wit jst 3 items, whch is boots, bracer and arcane ring. with the ring, i am able to recharge mana and wit dis, able to hook some food and thn disember dem and terus use rot.. i was able to kill a few heroes... Oh, btw, its a 3on3

My team
pudge(me)
Lycanthrope(a DAMN PRO)
Sylabear(ok ok la)

Enemies
Slayer(A real pain in d ass)
Warlock(Free kill ^^)
Vengeful spirit(ok ok la)

so i keep hooking a few oppoents and able to either pawn or if dey escape, my teammates would help me take d kill. so in d end of the game, i had all 6 ok ok items for pudge.

1.Boots of travel
2. heart
3. heart
4. butterfly
5. radiance
6. arcane ring

my stats was 16kill, 2 death...

Anyway, our 2nd match was a 5on5...
My team
Meepo
Anti mage
Bloodseeker
Abaddon
panda master

Enemy
Leviethan
Rhasta
Tinker
jah rakal
Zeus

Though i left early, most likely we'll lose due to imbalanced team since we hve no INT at all... I had 6 kills and 4 deaths... dam!
haaha, so dats all, Chiao

SA as in SA

2007-11-21T14:17:00.000+08:00

Well this time, i decided not to make the title ryme(cause i cudnt find any for bored:P)....umm, i'm not gonna blog much. just a few pics(taken from the net) and stuffz abt skul etc...

Umm, today, we played star wars monopoly(mine) thruout almost the entire day. the players were moses, wendy, qwan, and myself. in the beginning, wendy and moses were good. they just got richer. so did qwan. i struggled here and there. but in the end, i was the ultimate :P. wif but moses and myself left, the game declined in its fun-ness lol...in the end of it all, moses gave up :D. YAY Myself! :p...
here's a pic of my star wars monopoly.

hmm...these few days since some people hav started playing pokemon cards agen, i've been influenced to join the throng :P....i bought a few decks and compiled a single deck that a lot of people said was powerful. honestly, i just put in wat i thot was strong :P....shhhh tell no one! HAHA...umm, this card is my fav of all time.

its damn rare and i dun have it...tho i do hav normal mew....ummm, i've also been attracted to NINTENDO DS...hehe. of course wif the pokemon game! lol...
i think i'm gonna go buy it in s'pore. but i havnt mae up my mind which colour to get..any suggestions? here's my colour range.

matte black

mettalic rose ;p

crimson & black(more crimson)

OR the limited edition pokemon version :D

So pls help me decide. i got a few days b4 i'm going off...i doubt there's internet that i can use 24/7 there...lol...when i'm there, i'll be having tuitions :'(
an unexpected holiday....oh well.
class has been messier than usual. boring as well. a party might be held on saturday. S2 has their party tomorrow...report books tomorrow as well....sigh. many r gonna retain esp students from CS. some of which r councillors!
thats all that i gotta blog abt now.
Jusqu'à le moment autorisé...

ur still mine no matter wat. ur all that i turn to when evrything denies and ignores me privilege. none shall no who u r. for u r mine...SA

After exams

2007-11-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

Ahh... Exams jst finished and i hve nothing much to say... As dul asked, he wants to see my results, so yeah

Chemistry- 41
Bio- 35
maths- 12(I knw.. it sux)
ugama- 63
phy- 53
eng- 62
econ- 52
Bm- 58

If i left out any subjects, tell me...
i will b busy dis hols since Man utd hve signed a contract wit me for trial... HAHAHAHAHAH!
D oni time dat will happen is whn pigs fly... which is not impossible actually

2007-11-17T13:33:00.001+08:00

Well, here r the screenshots of my desktop and mozilla...dun bother abt the pics and stuff. just note the bars and most of the stuff at the top of a window...
and i noe! I'M JUST NEAT OK!!! and its damn nice to be organised....:P...well, take a glance upon my desktop..........

nice wallpaper ay? :p...but look at the sssilver taskbar... ;p

that isnt where my msn usual is. but i had to shift so that it can be seen...

now the mozilla...see the red circle at the top? thats the loadin indicator... ;D

another one...all black and red..thats the theme :D

all the red scrollbars and black shades...i still amuse myself. but in this pic, u can see the loading indicator in action...

Thats all for now...for any inquiries, pls ask at the chatbox :P.
Til Time...

.....I'll be off on the 28th(MAYBE) so we'll meet up b4 then.....
...♥ SA ♥...

we succeed and we fall....dun we all?

2007-11-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

Well, as always, wif success comes failure. And always, after failure comes success. Wif joy comes sorrow and wif happiness comes resentment. That is the cycle of life. b4 anything i shall mention, i'll reveal my marks for the end-of-yr exams. they r as follows:

English - 72%*
BM - 58%*
Maths - 37%
Amaths - 60%*
Ugama - 77%*
Bio - 37%
Comp - 65%*
Physics - 41%*
MIB - 57%
Chem - 35%

The marks wif asterisk r my best 6. so my average is 62...sad :s .....
arite so yeah...
another disappointing news to myself is that my sis will be leavin on monday...well, i'll be seeing her on the 28th in singapore...lol...yes, i'm leavin just 1 day after fun fair...how sad...
hmmm, wat other sad stuff? ummm, i'm not sure if i wanna be captain for hollis nxt yr...i mean, this yr, my grades keep rising little by little but my maths and malay keep falling. so yeah...concentration is essential for me nxt yr...

ummm, not evrythn's been bad :P ...well, i took pics wif moses and alay this morning. the day was still boring tho...the pics r below if u wanna see them...
lately, i've been entertainin myself by readin the book 'eldest' by christopher paolini....its the book after 'eragon'. the book is good, unsurprisingly. and to think that he started writing at the tender age of FIFTEEN! lol...i cud start a book rite now and be a million when i reach 20. *grins* lol.....but hell i'll pas on that thot for now cause hell! my english suxxx!!! i relli was hoping to get better that wat i've got. but oh well. i'm learning to accept the things given. for not all opportunities wait upon a single soul.

TODAY, i've relli been upgrading the looks of my laptop. not without, but within. now the mozilla theme is all black and red ;D and the title bars of evry window is ssssssilverr....hell nice!!! when i some1 chats wif me, the usual orange colour is changed to pale translucent orange...NICE!!! :P
oh well.....depressing state demands certain actions.
sigh.....a man can only withstand so much b4 he eventually falls...and in my case, i hav failed.

ONE DAY, i'm gonna draw a better picture of my symbol and post it here. my MAGIC symbol i mean...lol. i admire it so much i cant believe its so simple. oh well. i'll add more to this post if i remember anythin. b4 i post the pics, here's a line dedicated to DEE for PETE WENTZ by ME. lol!
"The lyrics written by Pete is just awesome! and to think how talented a person can be to not only write a song, but sing it as well! thats goes beyond ordinary taent"...lol. i do admire another artist who writes, sings, and plays the instruments in her own music...Alicia Keys :D.
well, here r the pics...

alay and moses

the dayangku hersef :P

there wasnt any flash moses! lol

ummm. lol? hahahah.

lil moses and ...alay :P

dayangku & myself

i seriously didnt noe her eyes wer wanderin. lol

my viper cards..not discernible :'(

wat was mo askin for? lol

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

gotcha mosi!!!

haha. childish but i'll nvr 4get this. =]

and thats the end of it.....timeless cheerio!

I'll nvr forgive myself for doing wat i did. but none shall ever allow me to turn back the hands of time. We'll decide soon SA ;D...

Marks of Dee...It came with a Fee

2007-11-10T14:53:00.001+08:00

well first off, lets compare some of dee's results to some of mine...she's got 4 credits by far. and i got only 3...coincidence that the subjects she gets credit for r the same as the subjects i get credit for!!! hmmm...oh well! here's the statistics:

DEE (doesnt even noe her own marks :P)
English - 64
Ugama - 60+ (?)
POA - 76 OR 77 (??)
Malay - 66 (?)

Me
English - 72
Ugama - 77
Comp - 65

Dang malay u disappointed me. hell! if any1 were to look thru my karangan book, they'd nvr believe i got only 59 for my end-of-yr karangan... :'( ...i always get 70 and above. hmmm...i'm gonna claim marks so i get credit for malay. anyways, i got 48/80 for Amaths. if the 20% comes from nowhere, then i'll get a precise credit! yipeeee!!!! hmm. overall, dee beats me on all 3 science subjects!!!!! ummm, malay as well...hmmm. we havnt got MIB papers back :P...we'll see...

haizzz....so disappointed in myself. expected more this time(eventho i didnt study one bit nor did i hav tuitions save for Amaths alone)....i can just imagine. *slit**slit**slit* and away my life goes.........i failed in chem, AGAIN! 20(paper1)+33(paper2)+1(for pracs!!!!)=54. 54 divided by 155 X 100 = 35!!!!!
dee got 50+. she beat me in physics by 2 wif a menacing result of 43! :P ummm. we got the same marks for Dmaths paper1...26%!!! umm, so i guess the paper 2 shall decide the maths geek this time! :P hope i get pass or get credit! XD to get credit, i literally gotta get full marks for paper2!!! SHIT!!!! lol. impossible...and there goes another credit for me :'(

Just a paragraph on somethin i'd like to add to this post(i 4got previuosly til dee reminded me :P)...its abt DEE'S COOKIES!!!! since its a special topic to her, i made the whole paragraph into a different colour...HER colour! lol ...umm, well. hmmm...wats there to say abt the cookies besides that they were made brilliantly!!! dang, i shud've taken pictures!!! lol ...she says its ROCK HARD but its just an expression :P. its not hard tho but it was close to chewy! yum-yum...lotssa people ♥ it! how cud they possibly be wrong??!!! wanna taste? u can order now! just call +673 999 94S1. u'll get 1 free sample and u can buy a dozen at only $5..lol. umm, dee, i'm just makin business but u can keep all the money! lol ....just in case u gotta pay to get ur computer checked! :P umm, well, i'll post more abt her cookies when i get pics to back them up :P...

To lessen my misery, here's a pic i took this morning on the way to school. it was damn hazey...i guess its from INDON!!!! lol

U can barely see the istana. its in haze. btw, its NOT sultan's istana. its his sis'....

Till time allows me to unleash my full results. ciao

I aint dumb nor am I hopeless towards studies. its just that i hav not found the will to bring out my potential...same goes wif most people...i ♥ my close frens cause they r my equals. none more superior, none less inferior...til the end....

The Beatiful Rain, Ends all of my Pain...

2007-11-09T14:07:00.000+08:00

well, unfortunately, i didnt get a chance to capture nice pics of the mosque within. BUT i got beautiful pics from without! :P...the sky. its just so amazing. u may look up and think its just a normal sky. but try capturing it. forget the water droplets. forget the dark clouds. the sky is but a reflection of a fraction of the majesty of its Creator. here, take a view at the pics. i'm not saying i'm a good photographer cause i'm not. the pics r beautiful cause the actual thing is beautiful, not cause i am able to take good pics :P...haha. same goes wif the mosque. when u look up from within, the dome itself looks like a gargantuan hall...its span goes beyond any camera's vision. needless to say, it is but an excellent work of man.
just an extra info, when i take pics, i try to capture things not made by man unless it is beautiful beyond measure. when i take pics of the sky, i try to capture as little as possible any trace of mankind. i try to capture not just the image, but the feeling of the superior nature and landscapes man cannot exist without. here r the pics

The chandelier...if u see it in real life, u can see there's a panji-panji near the top of it

one of the smaller fountains in Jame' Asr

quite dark...rainy

another beautiful sky...

brighter...beatufiul clouds, interrupted my man-made lampost

almost looks like there's an aurora...

wispy, spirit-like clouds hovering over the tree...

Grant me the strength to carry on. For now i drift away. Bring me to u.....my SA........

More pics...I luv Twix

2007-11-08T16:51:00.000+08:00

Well, skul's been boring cause we got nthn to do. umm, tho it is better than studies :P...chess, scrabble, card games...haizzz..we've been playin some games. but eventually alas, it gets boring. watching the jenga just now was quite entertaining tho :) ...thnx whoeva brought it...ummm, i'll post my results when i get all of them. for now, i just wish and pray that i pass maths(at least) and get credit or at least pass malay...cause if i dun fulfill these 2 conditions, then i'll be unplaced!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! i wanna be placed :( ...i'll try my bestest best, i promise myself...umm, i didnt go to the football funday...sad...umm, i;m bored! lol...
haizzz...chattin wif cuz...talkin abt the past...so dreadful. so...sad...
well, if there's anythin u guys wan me to post abt, feel free to let me noe. :)
i've got nthn better to do, save being sorrowful abt the past and present.
haizz...so many things i wish i cud've undone. so many things i wish i cud've done!
but all in all, its the things we do that teaches us to stand for wat we truly believe in. whether we may be wrong or right.
here's some pics agen.....me bored...

the sun...

wispy clouds...

the sky just now in negative effect. the normal one loos better

a ghost in sorrow...

rainy day that day

not as rainy b4 that, but as nice...

more beautiful in the phone...the depth of the colour change is just sooo magnificent...from dark below to bright top...

well, thats all guys...til time,

Seribu kali sayang. wats been done cannot be undone...justice prevails, time is my unending saviour...love is my unbending shield. Seribu kali ampun.

Day of disappointment

2007-11-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

On the sunday morning on the 4th of September, the moment i reachd JIS at precisely 7.14am, I felt like I was about to play in the world cup. I know it sounds funny but the excitement and also pressure is there. The rest of my team came later though and we went to our respective tents to wait for our match. The 1st match was Amir's team.
Sadly, they lost 4-0 due to a few mistakes in the defending section and Hazim came at the last 2minits of the match.. Our match came next and I was quite pressured(Most of my team members said I had better proove myself). Shaneel scored our 1st goal and I was able to block out a few goals. Then, they equalised it when we had about 6 more minits, i thot i saved the ball, mst hve blasted through. Joshua scored our second goal(Well, it WAS a goal) but the referee said no goal due to Joshua saying "Lepas" and thought we actually provoked the opposing team. so the score is 1-1.

Richmonds team also drawd in a 1-1..
In 2nd round, Amir lost dis time 4-1 i tink wit Hazim help.. We lost to ISB wit a disappointing 2-0 and i dont wan to blame others, but our team's defensess were bad, most of the time our defense(Saiful) is against 3 strikers.. Richmond team lost 2-0 also..
In our last match against Maktab Duli, we lost 2-1. sad... So I left JIS after that, feeling sad... DANG!! hahahahaha, sometimes we win sometimes we lose rite?

The Fallen One...Under The Sun

2007-11-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

Well, i wont go into details. agen, this time includes a boring, emo section...
true not all of us r given freedom, yet it is expected from others and one's self...
true we need protection however strong we think we r...
true we've all lied at least once b4...
but does all that makes us the same person as we always were?
the ans is of course, NO!
time doesnt change people. it is the individuals will to change him/her self...
i have changed in ways people wont believe...
yet still as always, people judge me by my past mistakes and actions...
do they not realise that people r ABLE to change the world if they put their minds and faith to it???!!!
they DON'T cause they're blinded by the thot that SOME things r impossible!!!
well, its not true!!! people cud move mountains in ages past! people can moves minds now!
my only request to this world, and it may be my final one, is dun judge somethin nor discriminate nor even SAY anythin abt others for it might hurt, wound, create anger and hatred and so much negativity!!! u may nvr noe when it all comes back to u. by then, its just too late to regret...

Mistakes of the past r repeated once agen. and thus my soul shall live on in ultimate dread and agony

<«-------END OF EMO-NESS-------»>

well, the exams r finally over...here's the update on the 2nd week.

Monday- Amaths
It was waaay easier than expected, but harder than i hoped for...

Tuesday- Ugama1 & Physics2
Ugama was easy ;p.....physics was a disaster

Wednesday- BM2 & MIB & Physics1
BM was sadly harder than i thot :'( ...MIB was easy peasy...Physics was hard agen

Thursday- Computer
Yay!!!! me happy. was quite OK

Saturday(just now)- Ugama2 & Maths1
Ugama was fun! let Hazim cheat :P...maths was extremely hard....

well thats all. so far, i think i failed physics and maths....NOOOOO. maths was and still is one of my fav subs... :'( ...sad, i suck! aimed for lots of credits, but i dun think i can get em...i just sincerely Pray that i get a lil more than enuf to go to form 5...i dun think i'll be able to do the June O levels...MORE EMO!!!
well, thats all i wanna blog abt...thnx bloggie for bein here for me to let out all(almost) of my _____________(cant find a word for it :P)....
well, till time.
♠cYa

...♥ If only ur here for me always SA. but i got my great frens for now :D. thnx evryone! ♥...

More pics...its now 8.26

2007-11-01T20:26:00.000+08:00

More pics yet agen.....nicer ones this time :P. i think and hope i've improved. the pic of the sky wif the sun is one of my fav. it looks like as if the sky has an eye tho. lol.....2 pics of Jame' Asr...and another pic of the sky taken at skul the other day. my other fav is in the post b4 this one. the one wif the orange setting sun...la beau :D...and btw, i try to put the pics in order from the ones i like least to the one i like most...here they r.

The sky in skul...not so pretty. was hot...

Jame' Asr in this pic looks luminous and powerful...

The same pic, but its in full now...

The Sky wif an Eye...if u dun look at it that way, its nice :P...

Last day of exams rests on the Saturday the Third...May Peace befall the wounded, and Harmony befall the doomed b4 last.
...♥We'll commence during hols SA! ;p♥...

More pics...Its now Six

2007-10-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

Just 3 random pics today. laugh all u want at the 1st pic :P....

hehehe. gotcha kid! took this yesterday

I'm fascinated by the Sun, honestly...took this yesterday

Just took this a few minutes ago...nice setting...

♥...mine is Ancientine, yet hers is still and shall always be S.A...♥

More pics...None of my Beloved Phoenix

2007-10-28T21:29:00.000+08:00

Agen, the pics rnt nice, but i'm training...lol. be the judge and advise me!

The sky above SupaSave...i went there agen :P

The trees there...

More trees, different knds tho...:P

.........

Here's the sky in negative effect...looks like a normal dark day. hehe...

Trees in negative effect...

My mum's crystals in negative effect :P

Well, only 7 for today...hope the size isnt a bother or nuisance....
till time agen,

New Phone! I'll nvr be Alone!

2007-10-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

So, i got a new phone on the....2nd night of exams? lol...ahah...thnx to adri, he was my Green Light...his confirmation assured me further that i was right...hehehe...here r a few pics i got wif the phone. they rnt nice but hey! its cause i aint a photographer! so dun u dare blame the phone! lol...feast ur eyes...

This is a pic from Jame' Asr...

This is the same pic but in negative effect...luv the orange sky...spooky tho :P

This is the Sun, not in negative effect. ahah. and i thot it wud've been brighter! lol

This is A monkey among monkeyssss...took this pic yesterday at SupaSave Mabohai

Well, thats all the pics i deemed 'nice'. truthfully, i havnt found nice things to take pics off...
Anyway over wif the phone...DOES ANYONE KNOW THE SONG/TUNE CALLED "AFTER THE STORM"???????? IF SO, PLS TELL ME THE CREATOR AND STUFF!!!!!
oookaaayy...this blog's been dead...so here i am to liven it up...
well, lets recap on wats been happenin in skul...wif just one word....EXAMS!!!

1st day- English 1 & Chem 2
I thot english was good cause the topics given were good...chem was ok...lol

2nd day- BM 1 & Dmaths 2
BM, same wif english...easy. but not so sure...Maths was hard...

3rd day- Bio 1 & 2
Bio was arite...some Qs were hard :S

4th day- English 2 & Chem 1
agen, english was good. but i just hope my compre was done well...chem was haaard!

thats all the exams done...monday we'll be having Amaths only. so good luck evry1 who takes Amaths!...and uuuhh, good luck to those who dun take Amaths as well! :P..
till here for now, thnx time, thnx evry1, thnx raya. and soon, u'll be gone. just like Ramadhan.
maasalamah

Sorry evry1 for the HUGE images. i'm too lazy to resize them. but if i can, i will for future images. XD...

♥.....and it was said, her initials were, and still is, S.A.....♥

4th day of Hari raya

2007-10-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

The fourth day of raya was quite boring. The first 3 days of visiting was aite but 4th day is over for me.. I went to fitness zone wit Bryan n met Elvin and... i forgot his name? How jack ka?(Not de jac in our class) so did some exercise thn plyed bball upstairs... i sucked but at least train and can at least now make a few baskets...
went home and play some games... Thn makan dinner thn study from 9-10.45.. Now o9 and blogging and now gona slp... haahhaahha! chao!

Mine has broken, left a Shard...Somethin i'd like to call, my Heart

2007-10-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hey vendettafallacy! this holiday, i've been faced wif great depression and somehow, when i thot i'd get better from past events, new problems just come to me when i least expect it. besides the studyings that i have started on, i found out that wateva i thot was seemingly normal and fine, was all a nightmare and it broke my ♥ further. for reasons, such as i dun wanna let people noe, i wont state any of my problems here nor will i elaborate more than by saying that i have problems and i have no clue how to solve them. i hate them all and i can find a way out of this mess. my only hope and saviours, lie in my 2 closest frens whom, even if we have our ups & downs, will always be there to listen and advise me on wat to do and wat not to do. Forgive me a thousand aspects of love, accept me with guidance from Above. thnx Iqhwan, thnx Saiful.........

<«-------END OF EMO-NESS-------»>

well, thats that! pheeeewh...studies r soooo challengin! LoL! hari raya was boring partly cause i went out only the first day. i'm abt $200 short from my target. :'( ....sorite since 200 aint that hard to get...God Willing!....but its relli easy to lose :P....b4 money get to say "hi", they aredy say "bye"....lol...new confucius saying...ahahha...

bored now. magic is at an inactive point for now. til december comes, magic will not upgrade :( ...wanna study a bit for now and wanna rest too :P...

will blog agen soon! or not... ;p cYA

You've left me all alone in the dark, even shadow cannot penetrate. For I have forgotten all abt her. But you made me sorrowful. Know that my VENDETTA is powerful! From now, I shall be known as Ancientine, the first of the Ancients. No longer Alcatraz, nor Secres, nor Gabriel...

A long Dread.....As she's Said

2007-10-06T17:48:00.000+08:00

Exams r comin..and they're no ordinary exams! they're end-of-yr! studyin's boring...nadz is gone. and dee has started studyin(NERD) lol!

Amaths seems reassuring,
English seems uncertain.
Malay seems victorious,
while the rest seems a mountain.

To pass on to form 5,
Would be a thing worth undebted.
But to be able to do the June O'levels,
No less than 3 credits will be accepted.

oh well.....class party for teachers is gonna be some day early Nov. shud be the 2nd. and fun fair'll be on the 27th or 28th Nov. then i'll be leaving on the 2nd Dec for hols! weeeee....it'll be dead boring wifout frens. but i'll be acquiring new magic from s'pore! muahahahahah....

i've started studyin. but have stopped recently due to inactive enzymes. lol. its been relli boring. evrything's changed. life goes on and b4 we noe it, we've reached the end of this life time.

i'm kinda sad now for certain reasons. so, till time allows...

Al sh dy Al sh dy. Il al cana a no ny. Age to Age we'll be the same. By the power of Thy Name.
I'm am not the judge of my own disguise. Love encompass come.

normal day in Ramadhan...

2007-09-26T23:03:00.001+08:00

Nothing interesting happened in these past few days in this month.. Just school and all but its been some time since ive blogged so yeah. Went home late from school 2day tho, i tink at 1pm or so cuz mum went somewhere so yea. I fell asleep and woke up at... 3pm i tink.. Went and buy sungkai and thn just waited till 6pm... Nothing else happened but am not waiting to go to bed.
So far there r oni 2 tings im either waiting or am doing.. One, im writing my growlanser and its been about....8months since i started growlanser and i shud be done soon i hope... Ive counted and ive already written about 270+ pages already but thats not much actually. By December, the story will be finished but i will have to probably edit some stuff out..
The other thing i m waiting for is for the end of year so dat we can all get over it... The oni 2 subjects im worried are obviously maths and chem! The subjects dat Arul teaches... T.T
Wel, nothing else so Chao!

A Boring Week...A Deafening Shriek

2007-09-21T14:12:00.000+08:00

This has been a boring week...and month...been lost in my mind. cant find where i'm supposed to go. cant find the things i'm supposed to do. negativeness surrounds me. happiness escapes my grasps. What has happened to me? what have i become? why did it all happen? when can i surpass it?

<«-------END OF EMO-NESS-------»>

SOO, finally i managed to prove to myself that i CAN get better marks than before. i think i'll finally get a position in class! this yr has been all gettin better and better for my results. haha. hope to get below 15th position for the end-of-yr. i dunno wat position i got for the 2nd assessment. i just got 4 credits and one of em is MIB so it isnt counted. only one fail(which isnt any improvement from the mid-yr)...I HATE CHEM!!!!!! lol...

i aredy have Amaths tution, good Amaths teacher in school...but now, i'm gonna have extra Amaths guidance at home! weeeee...ahah...its not that i suck at Amaths or anythin...its just that i need extra extra extra practice. hopin to get 100% for the end-of-yr...hey! its not ms ong who sets the paper!!!!! WOOOHHHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways, puasa has been good. easy. but lips got too dry.
WATER = H2O = WHAT I NEED! lol...gonna start studyin today(hopefully) for the end-of-yr exams...haha...dunno y, but i always have a much needed "PUSH" when it comes to the last exams of the yr...hehe...

another thing, I DUN NOE Y, but i cant keep thinkin of prom! hahah...i already made the decision NOT to go nxt yr...but the thot of PROM haunts my mind. hahaha...the mind gets tricked by things, we can only understand, as illusions......

thnx all for bein there for me for...i dunno..evrythin....wat eva it is u guys became, are, and will be to the world, u'll all be evrythin to me. :D
till time allows...cYa

dun forget all the times u reminded me of ur day...for tomorrow, shall be urs and urs alone. the 22nd.....

The 1st day of Ramadhan

2007-09-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ahh... The 1st day of the holy month and fasting.. I woke up at 10am and went to gdg.. Went to netland and played age of empires for 1 hour then went to cineplex to meet a few friends.. Watchd a movie, "The brave one." The movie was aite i guess...
Then went to RF to wait for dul to come to gdg, saw hazim there. Dul came and he showed me a couple of magic tricks(I never know how he did the 2nd trick). Went home and buka puasa... Did nothing much and is now waiting for Dul to ply dota... He lambat ni, haha

A day of preparation

2007-09-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to blog now but d reason for my title is for interhouse 2mrw... Footsal interhouse dat is.. The MD match was a real disaster and hope dat 2mrw aint gona b d same. Hve to be there by 8am the latest and Hollis for Team A or was it team B lost badly to... Cornwall i tink, by 7-1. Loads of pressure now so Im real nervous.. Wish me luck Amigos... And Amigas.. LOL

A given Prize...No wonder its finalised :P

2007-09-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hey evryone! the prize-giving presentation just now, WAS GREATER THAN I EXPECTED!!!!! i didnt expect too much but seriously, it was GREAT. the hall was quite big and the prize winners all sat on the right side. Mrs Shafee was there and so was Mr Jacob Chin. The 3 lil kids who also won were there. I received BND100 and a trophy as my consolation prize. My mouth got refilled(over & over agen) sweet drink as a prize :P. my eyes got to see pretty, cute girls(seriously) ;p. and my ears...well, it got to hear EDUCATIONAL words from the minister of energy bla bla bla...so yeah...at the end of it all, evry1 had BUFFET! but i skipped it to go home earlier[how much i regret :'(]. the catering is by RBC i think. anyways, just b4 i went back, i took a couple of pics wif Mrs Shafee, Mr Chin and the 3 kids. I'll upload them once i get them. Well, all in all, the whole event was good. maybe a lil boring, but it was very experiencing. THANX evryone who made this all happen :P.....

I won't miss this event again nxt yr!!! Love it!

Cards, I love! Nothing else above?

2007-09-09T23:52:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAHHHHH! during talentine, i had a craving to learn the drums...and now! cards!!!! well, breif intro. there r abt 3 main card brands. these r BEE, BICYCLE, and TALLY-HO. the best on my opinion is BICYCLE. Spades(in mall besides the cinema) sells loads of decks. remember, the cards themselves r not magic. wat brings them to life wif miracles r US! so, here r a few pics of cards that simply love. my chosen one that i'm gonna buy is the black tiger deck. i admit, i actually wanted the viper BUT i found out the black tiger had more accessories and features that i could do. so yeah...well, feast ur eyes on these. the last pic is just a clip to store the decks in perfect order and condition. Click on the first 5 pics to view them in vids and in more detail.

Brief info on these cards. the viper is for extra, extra elegance(that was y i chose it at first). the masters deck is for professional use and it has long durability. the black tiger deck is for all use. its darn good too. the one i wanna buy is the black tiger invisible deck :P. believe me, it exists! and they sell them in Spades(hopefully). the vintage 1800 is a deck made beautifully from the original bicycle deck cards into old-styled cards. ghost deck have very nice touchings to them and it took 5 months of effort to get to the final result. hmmm...thats abt it. if i forgot any details, tell me. ;D

Remember me always, my dear Eventine.....

Just for the sake of Fun...Right under the forgotten Sun

2007-09-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

Here's a slideshow for the sake of memory. Just viewing these, brings back memories of the yr long-past. Sad really that all things must come to an end. But we can still make compilations to remember them :D. Here is a small part of my compilations which brings a great part in life.

From the time of last yr, till the start of this yr, I will nvr forget u, my dear memories...for u shall nvr die.

Boring day as usual

2007-09-09T15:28:00.000+08:00

lol.. As mentioned earlier, I lost to dul in DotA. I admit i lost but d terms of loss arent really in a real dota as set in d mode...(-rich) but oh well, lets give dul some feelings of beating me... ahahaha!
nothing much has happened today and all, very bored... Just waiting for interhouse football to come on tuesday, LOL! ahahaha!

A good Celebration. An unending Lamentation.

2007-09-09T00:39:00.000+08:00

OMG! ahah...won qwan in dota for the first time! ahha..qwan, i'm just shocked. i admit, eventho visage isnt ur hero, ur still good at pushing. hell! pheewweeet!
ahahah...funny tho, if i were to use mortred, her critical even higher! ahah.

Well, the Saudi Arabia National Day ceremony in the Songket Hall was ok. the foooood was grreat. ahha...when we entered the hall, i saw 2 full lambs roasting(one on each side of the hall). ahah...we sat down near the right out. and b4 we knew it, the fire engulfed the lamb! ahaha...rizqun people relli dun noe how to cook, do they? :P ahahahha...sooo niiice...hmmm...the lamb wif potato was the best! fffffup, nyum nyum...ahaha...at the end of it all, we got gist bags containing a HUGE pic(very nice) of arabic thingy, a packet of dates(not the usual ones) and an Al-Quran ul-Karim.

Prize-giving for the essay competition will be held on Monday the 10th on the 4th floor in Hua Ho Manggis at 7.30 pm. Anyone and evryone r welcomed to view(i think)...and i think there;ll be FOOD too! lol. AAHAHAHHA...hmm, i wonder if it's Royal Brunei Catering?????? oooooooooh...haha..cant wait. anyone interested in coming along(to support, to eat or to just have fun), just message me and i'll find out...

anyways, its late now(12.49) so i'm gonna go and get some shut-eye. cYa guys and take cares. maasalama.

LOL! Surprise! Surprise!

2007-09-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

omg i cant bliv wat hapnd to our team dis morning! We got completely demolished in our football match! I got there at about 7.45am and we waited. SOMEHOW, a group of SOAS guys(That's what we concluded on who dey are) took the field and were using it. Dis Isaac friend(which is an MD guy playing for MD) came late and we could nt use d field!
So we tried goin SOAS and cudnt ply so whn those guys were resting, dey let us play.. and DAMN WE LOST LIKE CRAP!!! One goal after another! Our defense were really bad and d ground was wet. Evrytime we pass or dribble, d ball gets stuck. MD on the other hand knows how to ply on dis kind of ground and therefore, easily scored against us... LOL
I borowed a book from Saiful to read during d hols since its do dam boring and all so yeah... Hate hols man... Ahahah!

Chocolates Delight! Eat them all, I MIGHT! :P

2007-09-08T16:05:00.000+08:00

Here's a pic or 2 of some of the fooood i got(mostly chocs). Haha. If u think they look good now, u'll lose all ur thots when u actually try them.
Soph, lucky u Australia sells these stuff. :S. Brunei doesnt. NOT YET i hope. so soon they shall ;D. lets make business in SAS by selling chocs! lol.

I WILL UPLOAD THE PICS LATER WHEN I GET HOLD OF A CAMERA. PLS BE PATIENT.

The Heart does Reasons, Reasons don't Understand...
To be Immortal, is to die while living...

A dissapointing day

2007-09-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

Today was a day i did not expect to happen to me. Woke up at 8.30am to go 2 gdg for d match and all... Played wit jin in a 1on1 while Mark play 1st match wit his frens... I got Skeleton king and jin got venomancer(-ar) and i won.. When we played a 4v5 match(me, jin, Melvin and mark) against Mark's frens and a stranger. I chose broodmother and my team mates were Viper, Riki and Sand king.. We owned at first but in d end, Luna got all d hell items(Although we nvr figured out how as we pawned him a lot and he should be dead broke) and we lost....
Sad, ahaha... Sorry if this confuses to others who dont play dota, LOL!! D day was alright and had Quran reading in the evening. That was aite too i shud say.. Now im blogging for fun and all and getting ready for tommorow football match against some MD guys.. Wish me luck and the other players playing for the team aite? Supporters are welcome, AHHAAHAH!

D-day has arrived(As in holiday)

2007-09-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

D final day of schl is gone and D-day has arrived as i have to endure 10 days of boringness, haha! nothin much to say today. talent ting coverd most of my afternoon time and all and then at nite had dis boring kenduri.. If dis is wats going to hpn for d rest of d hols, dis is HELL!!
Tommorow hve to wake up early to go to gdg, gay mark ask me 2 help him in a dota match and etc etc. Next tuesday there is an interhouse football and Hollis will win dis match cuz im there! ahaha, and i'll bet my money on dat... LOL!
Now im jst blogging cuz im bored and a certain sum1 askd me to do so... i knw im long overdue of grwlanser of about 3 months nw but im almst done, hahahah.. Tho no1 cares! LOL!
Anywayx, dats all for me to say, Adios muchachos!

Wat a f*ckin bliss! Asked to blog by my Angelis. :)

2007-09-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

Holidays have started. Its boring aredy. Talentine is over. And a new term shall soon arise to depict our fall. This final term of the blissful yr of 2007 shall be most exruciating. Just in the last term we've had, which is in between end of mid-yr and final term, pains have been given, endured, and received. Not all pains r deserving. Yet some r. The sign of 'open pointy bracket, forward slash, and a three' depicts perfectly the conditions of some of us. While others strive in forgetting and releasing their pains, others just get worse when they try their hardest.

Enuf of the pains for now.
Headlines:
"NADZ GOT A NEW HAIR STYLE" was wat i read in front of the newspaper at 12am this morning. Yet i cud not believe. But once i placed my glance upon her presence, then truth be told, the news was right. In a side-line, it has been reported by a source that NADZ actually complained that her hair was too short. It seemed also that she shouted very loudly the word "SHIT" few seconds after she realised her hair was short. The Royal SAS members of Science Class(including Diyana) has been seen complimenting Nadz and assuring her that her hair was just nice. Now that the whole world knows and have judged, the results r final. It appears that NADZ!, ur new hair style is great.
End.

haha...dun worry Nadz, ur hair is great. umm, got nthn else to say for now...bored and sad and ...........
so, good night evryone!
till time delivers...

All's fair in love & war. Memories shall never die...

Here's Canon in D...What are u gonna say to me?

2007-09-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

Well, this vid(mostly blank :P) is the original Canon in D by Pachelbel is damn nice and it brought back memories to me of when i was in primary :D...evryday we had to go to the hall and read a book or somethin...and sometimes, this song wud be playin to create the peace from without, and within...i liked it then as a child, and i luv it now as a teenager :P...relli brings the mind to a far-off land where dreams do come true...well, i've heard it lots of times, its ur turn to indulge in this masterpiece. Have fun!

I got Tagged...The laptop Lagged!

2007-09-01T12:51:00.000+08:00

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:

1. Phone(any new ones)
2. Sony Cybershot t-50
3. A mill and a dime to spend
4. Black contact lenses(not relli important, and can get it anytime by my own :P)
5. A's of not less than 6 for O'levels...hey! it'll be a perfect gift for my sweet 16 ;p

Answer the following questions;

1. The person/people who tagged you is/are?
- DEE~ haha

2. Your relationship with him/her is
- frens since 3R! havnt been that long, but long enuf to noe she's a good fren :D

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her
- ummm, 1-emo, 2-playful(but studies when she has to) :P, 3-joyful, 4- can get the happiness out of me(can get rid of my boredom too...wonder how she does it? :P), 5-a true fren...

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
- ummm.....supported my Vendetta and me thruout the Pentathlon...esp the tug-of-war :P...

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you
- ummm, dunno...Dee! suggest one! hahah

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will
- hahah...nah...we'll be frens foreva!

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be
- nthn...she's great the way she is ;p

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will -
- lol...ask for forgiveness?....hahaha

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be -
- i did somethin TERRIBLY wrong...hahaha

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is -
- ummm, dunno...hahaha

11. your overall impression of him/her is -
- the joyful girl...hehe

12. (How you think people around you will feel about you?) -
- normal...but i pray differently ;p, and perhaps, it came true...

13. the character you love of yourself are
- hmmm...trynna improve in evry aspect...

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are
- i dun hate...dislike maybe...some stuff...

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
- myself! haha...the ultimate form of myself...

16.for people that care and like you, say something to them
- thnx, i care and like u too...as frens :D

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you -

1. Amilyn
2. Qwan
3. Nadz
4. Dee
5. Fah
6. Ful
7. Soph
8. Jo
9. Mo
10. ~

who is no.6 having relationship with?
- no1...hehe...unless he's not tellin me! ahahah

Is no.9 a male or female?
- neither, yet both...

If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- hmmm...i think she is alone...hey! 10 no one kali ah! lol....sorry soph, i wudnt noe

How bout no.8 and 5?
- hahaha...wont say nthn...

What is no.2 studying about?
- the DETAILED systems of males - higher level Biology...lol ahahahah....gay~

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
- hmmm...not too long ago...had a talk wif her on thursday...nadz! come online!

What kind of music band does no.8 like?
- like...like....hahha...dun noe...cause i dun care i guess?....

Does no.1 has any siblings ?
- yup...

Will you woo no.3 ?
- woo? apa tu?

How about no.7 ?
- hmm..wateva it mean, i think no...

Is no.4 single ?
- hhahahha...DEE? r u single? WARNING! Only yes/no answer accepted. lol

What is the surname of no.5?
- i mean no offence...so ask her urself!

What is the nickname of no.10?
- nada(spanish, not bruneian)

What is the hobby of no.4?
- ahahahaha...again, DEE? wats ur hobby? lol...bt then agen, i thot i knew u inside out? lol

Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
- yeah they do...unlike 5 & 8...they're seumpama kucing dan anjing...SOMEtimesss...ahah

Where is no.2 studying at?
- St. Andrew's, BSB

Talk something casually about no.1?
- lalalalala.....hmmm...hey there Amilyn, wats it like it Brunei City? i'm a few miles away, but girl u always look so pretty, yes u do...AHAHAH....lol

Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
- HELL NO!

Where does no.9 live at?
- near DS...but DS might've moved...

What color does no.4 like?
- BLACK~

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
- Yes they r...how'd u noe? lol..kalok! but still, nthn beats the chinese horoscope in the frenster bulletin last time..damn its scary...

Does no.7 likes no.2?
- AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHA...u wish!

How do you get to know no.2?
- in 3R! yeeeah!

Does no.1 have any pets?
- she does i think...not sure...

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
- ummm.......

A Lover's Art...A Broken Heart...

2007-08-31T23:15:00.001+08:00

Played DotA wif Saiful just now...hehe...won of course..lol....physics pracs was easy...tomorrow's chem...hope for the best to happen...bored...tired and also not fit...nthn much to post abt but the blog's half-dead aredy...

If any1 wants to noe in greater detail of how the world came to be and how it all really started, ask me for the link...i'll be more than happy to give it to u..nadz, u noe wat i mean :D....

I think i've gotten over shadow and it was surprisingly not hard...perhaps it was cause of the 2nd party that made it all the easier...nadz, tell me when ur gonna go mall or somethin, u gotta send me to saloon to make my hair while its still long...hahah...

Aaaaaanyways, i'm at a lost of speech...wanna sleep now, so Good Night evryone...and good luck for pracs tomorrow whoever is in S1........

An ended Test...An ended Crest

2007-08-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

Are we now just a shard of the past?
Or a piece of a forgotten time?
Are all the times we spared for each other nthn more than a memory that lingers in our minds,
Serving as anger to our hearts?

I heard what was told and yet didn't wanna believe,
My mind is dead, my heart laments.
Oh how foolish I was to think of this romance,
And now, it is all brought to an end,
By the very one that I grant.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now it is complete. Eventho it may be short, but sadly, it had to come to an end. I didnt noe it wud've been today. But then again, I didnt want it ever to go.

Sorry guys, I got to remove the truefriendtest as it is outdated and I have to change the questions. As the title announced, the 2nd assessments have finally ended. Chem was horribly unexpected and maths wasnt any easier. I thot the day couldnt have become any worse, but I was proven wrong. I got blisters for playin basketball barefooted and then i got my legs hurtin while playin football...my team won both sports and well, thats the bright side. Another one wud be that I am more or less healed from my illness.....Forgive me a thousand aspects of love if u didnt understand the poem above.

Overwhelming thanx to Lien Fah and Amilyn(Yee Ling) for disclosed reasons...I shall always be in ur humble services...

A Final Thought:~
lemme pray,
lemme wash away,
all the sins,
i had since,
fallin for u,
i nvr thot i'd do,
but its all now torn,
nothins left, its all, but gone.............

2007-08-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

Lyrics~

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
And we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

2007-08-26T17:48:00.000+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant.
You have an outrageous personality...
And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down.

Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance.
You need to feel special at all times.
You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.

2nd day of Test...2nd day of Unrest...

2007-08-25T17:09:00.000+08:00

Well, i had English, Physics, MIB, and Computer tests just now. They were all easy(or at least i found them easy:P) except for Computer. It was kinda unexpected, but waaaaaaayeasier than i thot! lol. Like wat the title says, today was the 2nd day of tests, and i got sick yesterday so i could barely sleep yesterday and today also, which makes 2 days...lol. I don't choose my titles for fun ya noe! I choose them properly and fittingly and yet make it rhyme! ;D....
Anyways, Monday will be the final day of tests, and hell am i anticipated to get my results...

Now abt real life...how big is a promise to oneself? i mean like, if i made a promise to myself abt somethin i wud do, is it relli that important that i cant break it? haizzz...well, i have made a promise to myself abt somethin hard for me... :(
3 days ago, i felt happier than i've ever felt in such a LONG time! all that, is thanx to qwan and saiful...that happiness vanquished all sadness(and i mean it literally!) and it carried on til today...if not because of this sickness, i'd be havin fun! :S...but oh well, evrythin bad or good has an end...it all depends on how u want it to end...
I wonder if time has an end.....course it does...but the only thing that seems timeless, is time itself...think abt it, watever u do, there's always an end to it...but in the first place, wat do u use to measure how long ur gonna be doing it? TIME...see! watever u do, there's always an end, but the nxt thing u do, u use time again to measure....hope u guys get me...i'm just bored and kinda troubled abt the promise i made myself...

well, till time again...

A started Test...An ended Rest...

2007-08-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

Well, tests have started yesterday, and my rests are over...studies have begun, and time for fooling around has ended...honestly, i truly studied and found it fun and not boring. yesterday, the day was goin just fine wif malay and bio. but then Amaths came and hell i didnt do abt 4 Qs! there only 8 and they were easy. but then i forgot the solutions. damn! wat was meant to have been a great and victorious day turned out to be a disappointment.

Anyway, i will post ambigrams here after the assessments. i've completed the Angels/Demons. havnt found time to do Time/~.....hehe...

shoutout~

nuha: i dun wanna remove the globe! :P

amilyn & lien fah: thnx so much for the musics and songs...i dun stop listening to them and wat i aredy got lol...i used to just keep the songs in a folder and was too lazy to listen to them...but now, its all changed lol...haha...music r the colours of a soul, no? ahahaha

SAS frens: good luck and hope u guys do well for the tests...

soph: have fun wif wateva u do...

A Familiar Feeling...Is it worth Suffering?

2007-08-15T16:01:00.000+08:00

Are we now just a shard of the past?
Or a piece of a forgotten time?
Are all the times we spared for each other nthn more than a memory that lingers in our minds,
Serving as anger to our hearts?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well, i'm not finished wif that piece on top...hmmm...of course it refers to 2 people, one being myself...well, tests r comin and we have a new physics teacher! yay!!!!!!

Anyways, i do yearn for things to return to the way they were before...to the time that is now but a memory and nothin more...

Found a new style of writing that might just interest some people...lol! it sure took me by surprise! here, take a look...i drew it by hand, but then sharpened the image a bit using the comp...

haha...look familiar? yes, it is tribal font..BUT, there's a hidden secret to the image...it is no ordinary triabl font! i've added a bit of "the new style" to it...lol...if u dun get wat it says(cause i noe i'm still not that good yet :P), its just the word "love"....if u wanna find out wat the "the new style" is, look at the image upside-down...wat u see, is a totally different word! lol...have fun...

i'm still finding words to combine...trust me, "Angels" and "Demons" can combine! and btw, these type of style r called 'ambigrams'. it just means that there's an image of the word when its up-side down...haha...till time allows(and i WILL find a word to combine wif time) lol!...

An Undening Pursuit...A Relentless Recruit

2007-08-11T23:09:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! i dunno y today so rajin post! even qwan posted 1 original one! lol...maybe its cause of the new layout... :P...thanx again nuha!

Well, the following r 2, nice, vid clips of SAS. The 1st is funny, the 2nd is touching...sad i wasnt part of the 2nd :'( ..lol!!! dun worry dee, i wont post the cornwall vid...haha...take note, the 1st vid is done where? i'll give the person wif the correct answer, a hundred bucks! lol...and well, the 2nd vid is held in the "glorious(dirty) class of FOUR SCIENCE ONE!!! where all the smart asses are"...WARNING! student may vary from contents in picture!(not all r smart) :P

And as an addition to that, here's 2 pics of 4S1, free-style and main pic...LOL, if only it wasnt a crime to descriminate others :P...enjoy!

Qhwan, not being represented by Dul

2007-08-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

Finally I post myself.. Lazy to blog but wat d heck. Anywayx, wat 2 say ah?
Today was a boring day, miss schl already. I really need to write faster for d growlanser but once its finishd, i got another story 2 write, haha.
Have to start studyin for exams frm now and all, so bla bla bla...
Adios!

Le scripte la Vendetta...

2007-08-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

Hey again guys! Before I go on to the list of Vendetta, which I'll explain more later, I'll first recap on wats been happening all this time...lol...well, nthn much really has happened...lit fest was boring...today, the Isra' Mi'Raj, is a holiday and its quite boring too...nxt yr, form 5S1 has already been booked for the organisations of the Golden Jubilee of SAS...YEAY!!!!! final fun, before final examinations(O'Levels)...well, thats abt all i gotta say...

Now, moving on to Vendetta, lemme assure my members, that MAJORITY of the members of Vendetta 2007, shall remain Vendetta members in 2008! haha...who the exact people are, i can't say just yet(mostly cause I havn't planned). Well, here's the list of all my Vendetta members and X-Vendetta members as well. Beside some of the names, are ranks or title i have given them.

Vendetta members '07
1 Abdullah (Captain)
2 Moses (Assisstant to the Captain/2nd in Command)
3 Saiful
4 Iqhwan
5 Josias
6 Shaun
7 Richmond
8 Julius
9 Fuad
10 Mateen
11 Nicholas
12 Si Hui (Star Player*)
13 Nadzirah
14 Bazilah
15 Eileen
16 Amalina

X-Vendetta members '07
1 Diyana (The Supreme Councillor to the Captain)
2 Bryant

*Star Player just means that the person/people took part in all the events.

Well, once I've totally organised the team for nxt yr, I'll have a list posted here. Remind me Vendetta members! And I'm gonna put you in too Dee! :P

Gaby representing Qwan again...

2007-08-11T14:49:00.001+08:00

TE MA DE! i prefer being gay than the super hero...no lah just kiddin...lol
hey, i see a new layout...smells like one too! hmmm..sounds like one too..
dul, i'm hungry...(dul replies:"me too")...
dul, i'm thirsty...(dul replies:"me too")...
dul, i'm bored...(dul replies:"i'm not")...lol
well, here's a signature for qwan so u guys noe who posted wat...hehe
and ps, dis shall be qwan's permanent(maybe) font colour and font style...

A new Layout...Another Shoutout

2007-08-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! Now we've got an upated blog! i didnt say postings lol...now as of today, the 11th of August 2007, i think i'll be using red, verdana as my main font...and btw as u may have realised, i've changed the address to www.vendettafallacy.com. Hopw u all enjoy this new layout creAted bt nuha..

shoutouts!:
nuha:thanx a million fold!!!!!!!
qwan:post! post! post!
all others: tag(once i got a tag box)...lol

and the following pic(and others) shall be my signature; so u guys noe who posted wat...:D

Super Qwan....Graceful as a Swan

2007-08-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

Well, am i a good fren or wat? lol...from gay to super hero...lol...be happy qwan!

2007-08-10T18:56:00.000+08:00

1.Real Name:
-Abdullah Imran

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:
(first four letters of your name, plus
izzle)
-Gabyizzle

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME:
(fav color and fav animal)
-Black Wolf...COOL!!!

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(middle name, and current street)
- ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first 3 letters of your last
name, first 2 letters of your first
name, first 3 letters of mom's name)
-Ranabzar(if i use real name) / Rangazar(if i use gaby) lol!

6. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite
color, favorite drink)
-Silver Sprite...cool!

7. IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your
first name, 3rd letter of your last
name, any letter of your middle name,
2nd letter of your moms maiden name,
3rd letter of your dads middle name,
1st letter of a siblings first name,
last letter of your moms middle name)
- ~~~~~~ too confusing

8. WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (fathers
or mothers middle name)
- ~~~~~ no clue

9. GOTH NAME: (3rd favorite color, and
the name of one your pets)
-Trans. Blue Lazruli...Hey! they nvr said real pet! lol

Credits to Dee for the quiz Qs.

Boredom strikes...She dislikes?

2007-08-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm bored...and I've finally found courage to tell her evrything from the beginning...once again, I did it myself...wif only frens to guide me and encourage as to nvr falter...now she noes...but then again, she knew before...it was only a matter of timing...the questions that remain are:- how is she reacting and wat goes on in her mind abt me, abt us? wat does she think of me now? y did she ask that final question? when will we heal the wounds?................

Well, here r a few pics...they might be gay :P but just click on any of them...they all are linked to the same site...:D

A Set Result...An Unchanging Cult

2007-08-03T20:30:00.000+08:00

So, this was what I got???!!!...hey, look at the title of this post and screw up ur mind! results are purposely dealt with and set in polls and the like...!!!!!!!!! crap, oh well...i wonder wat qwan will get when he tries it? lol...oh well, not evry girl likes a full-time gentle-men rite? ahah...and havin fun at certain times is damn great, no? well, be who u truly r...and nvr lie...thats the true trait of a man... :D

Well, till time delivers...au revoir!

You Are 68% Gentleman

You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners.
Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

Are You A Gentleman?

The Hearts Burn...And the Hearts Yearn...

2007-07-30T15:40:00.000+08:00

Hey guys...hmmm...its been a month and 5 days since i last blogged...well qwan will blog soon and i'll make him blog...haha...

now, for those who are usually bored and have nothing to do in their spare time, come and join Neopets...its ok if ur not interested...at least join and give it a try...here, let me put the link here: Neopets ...

well, a lot of things have been going on and at last, VENDETTA received our long, awaited medals...other than that, the 2nd assessment tests are coming and i must admit, i am not ready as ever :P...ahah...then again, whose ready for exams/tests???

well, i'm slacking on my homeworks and umm, yeah...hope i escape the coursework marks for the assessment...well then, till next Time

What Lies Beyond the Threshold...A neverending Untold...

2007-06-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

Well today is the blessed day that my e-speed is repaired my i now hav wireless internet...hehe...sad for qwan cause he's still using netkad...hahahahahah...

The pentathlon is comin and i have to hand in my registration form by tomorrow!!! oh shit! i dun even hav enuf girls!!! hahah...i need 3 more...if i count qwan as a girl, then i need 2 more and i'll have 7 guys...hehe...cool....lol hahahahahhahaha...

As days goes by, time inches out, reminding us that the jogathon donations hav to be hand in every monday...ahaha...its funny tho i noe i must be wrong!!! i heard my head say that i havnt collected anythin...oh shit! i'm singin the song...hehe...listen to it people...its good and listen til the end cause the true meaning lies in the end...

Well, thanx to all who have decided to join my pentathlon team...good luck to evry1 and may we kick all the councilor's ass!!! AHAHAHAH...
til time conveys...

A given Date, A burning Crusade...

2007-06-15T19:51:00.000+08:00

hey evry1...i have no clue y i chose "a given date, a burning crusade" as the title for this post...hmmm...well then, hols r sooo boring...cant wait for school...during the days, i've still had my tuition and heck am i happy...eventho i got no frens there, the knowledge that seeps into my mind is somehow, appreciated and valued by my brain...of cos its maths...ahahaha...well, i hope i'll be gettin better marks for maths and Amaths in all the tests and exams in the future...

tomorrow i'll be goin out wif qwan, mo and nadz...hopefully, we'll be watchin fantastic 4...maybe if there's time, i'll get to play a match wif qwan in DotA...he's gonna get his due reward...haha...well, thanx to a llllot of people, esp. mira ribena(my cous) and nadz who've kept me alive during the holidays...nearly dead, their smsesss gave me new reason to live...hehe...well, thats all i want to write...maybe i'll write more later...maybe nxt time...

time shall tell...cYa

The Last Breath...

2007-06-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

And before i return back as Gaby169 again, i think Qwan would have wanted to post this vid(which i introduced him to) on this blog...hope u enjoy and think twice abt the actions u make and gonna take...

Adios and may the true path be shown before you...

Gaby representing for Qwan

2007-06-15T19:37:00.000+08:00

Hola my brothers and sisters...i guess its been a long time since i posted anythin...well, abt games(DotA :p), i beat choon twice and he still wanna kambang! haha...i'll be havin a match soon wif dis dul...he not satisfied over my victory against him and jin...haha...come lah! hahah...but oso i scared that he uses too much of axe's lvl 6 on me! gila! one hit and i die!!! hahah...they almost won but then i bought better items and i owned their base!!! HEHE!!!...alright then...till the real qwan returns to write true words from his own mind...
Adios

Since Thursday or b4.......

2007-06-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm...thursday...my cousin came over and slept over my place...hehe...we had fun...we went to JIS and i had a great time...i even got to skip my tuition on that day...hahah...JIS had changed a lil since i was last there...sad relli...in a blink of an eye, u realise so much memories are kept in a place and all of a sudden when u return, the place changes to something u nvr expected it to be...haha...at least i got to meet some of my old frens and my cuz, he got to see the girls who he has a crush on...lol...first time i saw him being shy...and plus he admitted that it was his first time being shy in front of a girl..ahah...2 weird and funny things happened during our visit...the first, i saw a girl who was my fren and as she came closer to me, i said her name and she looked at me and screamed...ahaha...my cousin(who was beside me) shouted and his right hand went to his heart...he told me he nearly got a heart attack because of my fren screaming all of a sudden near us...haha...and plus, we were in the canteen!!!! ahahah...the second, as we were waiting for my mum to pick us up from JIS, i saw another fren of mine who was walking to her car heading back home...i called her name and there she was...she took a glance at me and quickly took her brother's hand and put their bags at the back of the car...she quickly went in the car and waved at me...i tot she was scared thus runnin away from me...i asked her and she said she couldnt see me from such a distance and when she waved she realised it was me...haha...well, JIS still looks the same more or less....it smells the same too...nvr realised i would remember the smell of it..hahahah....

hmmm...on saturday, i went to the mall wif my cousin...we went to RF and played a few games...i had a match wif some people there and qwan and jin were in my side...i hate DAZZLE!!! they cant expect me to use a hero i nvr used b4...ahha...after that match(which we lost), i played another DotA match against qwan wif jin on my side...we lost...but nearly won...was glad i improved...and sad at the same time that on that day, school ended and holidays began its streak...2 weeks!!! damn...i'll have to find somethin to do...i hav no clue y but somehow, i have the urge to study...WTF!!!...O'lvls r due for more than a yr...lol...oh well...

yesterday(sunday) i didnt do much...was supposed to go out wif mo, jo, hsiang, lien fah, alay, ful and yee ling to swensens and stuff at the mall...but then i couldnt go cause of some reasons...today, jo, mo and hsiang came over my place and we played ball...i injured myself and got a frEkin migraine...we played too early and the sun was way high up in the sky...dammit i thought my stamina would have been better if not as good as the previous weeks....but i was proven wrong...ironic relli that the daily horoscope on frenster today says that 'today it will be very clear that permanence is fallacy. nothin lasts forever.' heck its true cause i thought my stamina and my the way i play would maintain itself...but no...btw, fallacy means fake or not true...like another way of saying 'illusion' is 'visual fallacy'...cool huh?..hehe...got that from a fren...haha

till time allows me to blog agen...hehe..

What's new...

2007-05-28T20:40:00.000+08:00

Well, Growlanser's out and it's posted below the posts...hehe...the other chapters need to be edited a lil bit more so thats gonna take time...sports day starts tomorrow....YEAY!!!!! haha...
Growlanser isnt the only thing thats out...haha...so r our results...hmmm...Amaths was a disappointment and i thought i would ace it...haha...oh well...at least i passed...english too was a disappointment...so were all the other subjects actually... :s
So tomorrow and wednesday school ends at 11.45...hmmm...wonder how i'll plan out my time...gotta spend it wisely coz there isnt much time in between school and the events...and oh heck! i dun even noe where the hell Arena Sukan is...i do now that its in SOAS and that its near Ong Sum Ping...haha...yeah...i'll find my way...then thursday there wont be any school...haha...yeay!!!
Tomorrow's discus so there shouldnt be a problem...hehe...dunno who i'm competing against but i still need the gold nonetheless...hmmm...good luck to me and all who participates.. :P...hehe...well, i'll go exercise more now...
Till Time decides...

The war of the Bases

2007-05-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

At rf just now after qwans battles, we decided to play a game of WC base in a 2 on 2 match...we teamed up against 2 easy computers...to our experience, we easily became boastful and thought we would win easily...
To our immense surprise, we lost both our bases and we tried to hide from our enemies near a mercenary camp...qwan built a lumber mill to gather lumber while i built a necropolis to create lighted land so that i could in turn, create crypt to summon ghouls as part of our army and lumber collector...as our gold was depleting, we also had no source of it anywhere because we were trying to survive against the onslaught of 2 human enemies...hehe....we suck dun we???!!!!....of course the humans at last found us and didnt hesitate to destroy us...and there we were...sitting down on the seats...dead...hahaha...

DotA at RF today

2007-05-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

So lets see...i fought hazim in a one on one...Jin came too late...so we played a mirror match and we got Razors...i tot i was gonna win since i got Razor...so hazim intimidated me by attacking me in the early stages..but i first-blood him..after that, he killed me twice...i was already desperate and he was pushing like hell..so i just played defense...when i got mjolnir, i countered him by killing him twice in a row...knowing that he wont beat me since i had mjolnir, he went off to farm and also got a mjolnir...then he killed me in my base and destroyed my base...
well yeah..thats all...

Alexander makes his appearance!!!

2007-05-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hola!...I'm blank...ummm, Qwan here finally to brighten up the blog! hehe...This Sunday I'll be going against Hazim wif Jin on my side...Hope we'll finally win against the DotA King...
My Growlanser shall be completed by the 5th of June if not 6th or 7th or 8th or 9th...etc...lol...Anyone wanna reserve a copy? lol...Adios

The beginnings of it all...

2007-04-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

Dear viewers,

Well, this post was supposed to be a new one. Then i changed it due to some, very reasonable reasons :p. I have also changed the date of this post so it becomes the day of my Bday(cause i cant remember the original day i created this blog and this first post) :D. This post is actually posted on Friday the 15th of June 2007 ...hehe... After this post, was meant for more of my own posts and not Qwan's post. Never mind that now. This blog shall continue to organise as it usually does. Forgive me for this sudden change.

Hopefully as more people will be viewing this blog, material put into this blog will be in close consideration of the creators, Gaby & Qwan. Foul language is officially aloud and discreet actions are also NOT banned in most cases especially in the chat box.

Hope you viewers have a nice day and enjoy viewing this blog. A story of a thousand wonders is slowly being brought into existence below this post. Reading this high-quality, edited material is NOT for free for certain individuals. Fees are as follows:

Children under the age of 12: FREE
Adults and all above the age of 12: A comment, if not more, in the chat box section with name CLEARLY provided.

VIPs are the only ones who do not have to pay the price for reading Growlanser. To enroll to becoming a VIP, a special fee is required. The following VIP list includes all those who have naturally become VIPs and therefore are held in high regard in this blog.

VIP1:Gaby
VIP2:Qwan
VIP3: Nadz
VIP4: Dee

More VIPs shall be acquired soon. Thats all for now.
Thank you.

Your truly,
Gaby169
(This letter was made to sound formal and stuff...but its just for fun ;p)