Friday, 21 September 2007
A Boring Week...A Deafening Shriek
This has been a boring week...and month...been lost in my mind. cant find where i'm supposed to go. cant find the things i'm supposed to do. negativeness surrounds me. happiness escapes my grasps. What has happened to me? what have i become? why did it all happen? when can i surpass it?
SOO, finally i managed to prove to myself that i CAN get better marks than before. i think i'll finally get a position in class! this yr has been all gettin better and better for my results. haha. hope to get below 15th position for the end-of-yr. i dunno wat position i got for the 2nd assessment. i just got 4 credits and one of em is MIB so it isnt counted. only one fail(which isnt any improvement from the mid-yr)...I HATE CHEM!!!!!! lol...
i aredy have Amaths tution, good Amaths teacher in school...but now, i'm gonna have extra Amaths guidance at home! weeeee...ahah...its not that i suck at Amaths or anythin...its just that i need extra extra extra practice. hopin to get 100% for the end-of-yr...hey! its not ms ong who sets the paper!!!!! WOOOHHHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways, puasa has been good. easy. but lips got too dry.
WATER = H2O = WHAT I NEED! lol...gonna start studyin today(hopefully) for the end-of-yr exams...haha...dunno y, but i always have a much needed "PUSH" when it comes to the last exams of the yr...hehe...
another thing, I DUN NOE Y, but i cant keep thinkin of prom! hahah...i already made the decision NOT to go nxt yr...but the thot of PROM haunts my mind. hahaha...the mind gets tricked by things, we can only understand, as illusions......
thnx all for bein there for me for...i dunno..evrythin....wat eva it is u guys became, are, and will be to the world, u'll all be evrythin to me. :D
till time allows...cYa
dun forget all the times u reminded me of ur day...for tomorrow, shall be urs and urs alone. the 22nd.....
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SOO, finally i managed to prove to myself that i CAN get better marks than before. i think i'll finally get a position in class! this yr has been all gettin better and better for my results. haha. hope to get below 15th position for the end-of-yr. i dunno wat position i got for the 2nd assessment. i just got 4 credits and one of em is MIB so it isnt counted. only one fail(which isnt any improvement from the mid-yr)...I HATE CHEM!!!!!! lol...
i aredy have Amaths tution, good Amaths teacher in school...but now, i'm gonna have extra Amaths guidance at home! weeeee...ahah...its not that i suck at Amaths or anythin...its just that i need extra extra extra practice. hopin to get 100% for the end-of-yr...hey! its not ms ong who sets the paper!!!!! WOOOHHHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyways, puasa has been good. easy. but lips got too dry.
WATER = H2O = WHAT I NEED! lol...gonna start studyin today(hopefully) for the end-of-yr exams...haha...dunno y, but i always have a much needed "PUSH" when it comes to the last exams of the yr...hehe...
another thing, I DUN NOE Y, but i cant keep thinkin of prom! hahah...i already made the decision NOT to go nxt yr...but the thot of PROM haunts my mind. hahaha...the mind gets tricked by things, we can only understand, as illusions......
thnx all for bein there for me for...i dunno..evrythin....wat eva it is u guys became, are, and will be to the world, u'll all be evrythin to me. :D
till time allows...cYa
dun forget all the times u reminded me of ur day...for tomorrow, shall be urs and urs alone. the 22nd.....
